M y L i f e

no title is a title

2009-06-13T20:40:00.002+08:00

fj is feeling very lost
fuk it.im staring at this screen for quite awhile
still duno wat to type at all.
bless me

new yr new resolution!~

2009-02-08T23:56:00.002+08:00

change back to the old template off my blog. will update again b4 i go thailand!

Its Saturday

2008-06-01T15:05:00.012+08:00

They were asking shd we go clubbing, pubbing or mahjong. As usual i told them decide already let me know. After like hrs of it, i still dont get an sms saying where to go. Went to ask her whats the decision.

Calis: All of u say anything how i know where to go. Kim says if going mahjong let me know, if not nvm.
Me: We go drink la.
Why would i choose mahjong if i only slept for less then 3hrs the day before n my brain isnt functioning well.
Not clubbing because i cant dance
& i chose to the pub cause i feel like drinkingtill i drop dead!

Fashionbar

I know nuts about drinks so the choice will be the one with the nicest name. 'Around the world'. My facial expression with every mouthful of it must be like having serious constipation and the shit just refuse to get off. haha.. It taste tt BAD at least to me. Went around trying the drinks of calis, poh, lwc, tgx. All taste better then mine! I ask em to take a slip n try, all sorts of funny comment came out. taste like vomit/urine. haha

So i suggested lets play a game, the loser shall drink all of my drinks. Thx god i didnt lose. haha

after drinking around the world.

Went on to try graveyard, long island tea, sex on the runway, whiskey dry, open a bottle of vodka belvedere. Cant rem the name of wat other drinks we tried. guess what? around the world stil taste the worse. -.-

played 5 10 and i was so sian that my luck was so good tt i hardly lose and i so feel like drinking. So i shouted ALL, n i show none. muahaha =)

7 up, green tea

Indian ceremony lighting?!?!

totally gone fk face

The Ice box

208bucks

after tt went over to chinatown for porridge

notice the spills on the table? haha..

Congratulations han xin~

2008-05-31T16:34:00.003+08:00

MY greeting came alittle late for her big day.
Saw han xin online yest, or was it 2days ago? I have gt problem remembering date. Told her im so sorry couldnt attend her wedding dinner.
hanxin: so late then u say
me: sorry on tt day i was stuck at sim lim
me: couldnt go down at all
me: but i gt ask lwc help me pass 'bai kim'
hanxin: u tink wat, its wedding leh not funeral wat bai kim
me: oops* hahaha. okok ang bao
Gt no idea why did i call it bai kim in the 1st place, because i didnt know whats a better word it? lol
Happy marriage though! =)

saw someones nick "Perhaps our eyes need to be washed by our tears once in a while, so that we can see Life with a clearer view again"
so being me guess what will i do?
fj: so do u see a clearer view now?
someone: huh?
someone: ic
fj: quarrel with ** ?
someone: no
then she went offline.

dreadful day

2008-05-29T22:53:00.002+08:00

Today isnt a good day. So it will be plain grumbling and bitching.

why would there be ppl waiting for 45mins for a shop to be open and be the 1st cx to be serve. Wouldnt it be better if he spend the time else where, go have a drink or something and come back later. The queuing time at most he gotta wait would only be like 15min?

Just today alone theres 2 cx telling me he knows our big boss. Dont u ppl realise it wont make any diff, u wont get any special privileges if u know him. If there is insufficient document, mentioning his name doesnt help. It just makes ppl even more unwilling to help. If help is needed, shdnt it be requested in a kind and good-natured manner?

Theres this cx whose so indecisive, just by doing opening 1 a/c takes me 1hr+ and i gotta pretend to be im so helpful and doesnt mind at all. The same fellow wanted deposit $ too, at 1st he wanted to deposit $x amount, so i fill up his name n a/c no. for him get him to fill up the amount(we are not suppose to fill up the $). He did tt, took the slip back n just when i wan to process it he ask me to wait, now he wan deposit $y. ok fine, i tore away the piece of paper, fill name name n a/c no. again get him to fill up the slip once again.. AND THE WHOLE PROCESS REPEAT LIKE 5-6TIMES!!! cant he just make up his mind. After which he says sorry to trouble me. n guess wat i reply? no worries, my pleasure. -.-

At the v last 5 min before closure theres still cx coming in to do transaction. Simple transaction still nvm, but zzz. Busy day does makes the time pass rapidly though.

People from commercial banking are moving in soon, which means more work!!!! my fellow colleague trying to get transfer back to her previous branch... I gotta learn everything of CDM too. haiz.. my brain isnt functioning. i can foresee tt im gonna die.

im indeed foolish, yest nite my hp went out of batt, took to office to charge my hp while phone is still off... im like so gian to on my phone to see my sms n yet im worried i dont no how to reply the sms and at the same time im worried what if there is not a single sms?

Went to sch after work & went off during break time. gt no idea why in the 1st place i actually went. i wasnt listening at all, just playing around with my hp. On the way to work realise tt 2T was depleting. while coming back home my bike valve jam again!!! what make it worse was it starts to rain, heavier n heavier... i couldnt even see well, specs was wet, pull down visor the image gt even blurer, cant even see like 5m ahead? so theres this part the car infront of me stopped, i applied force to brake but the bike doesnt really seems to slow down tt much, so the last resort i used my shoes together with the front brake. thx god i wasnt wearing my slipper and it works, dont wanna pay for accident. haha.

My dad was asking me some random question, told him in a mild tone i duno, n he cont to ask. @#$%^$^%&* If u feel tt the show is stupid or no ppl will want to watch, why do u still watch it n ask me about it. More then 1/2 of the show i wasnt even watching.

Its friday & wkend coming but for this particular wk im not anticipating the wkend though.

im stupid, someone show me the light!

Melancholy

2008-05-28T22:31:00.002+08:00

im totally lost
teach me what to do
i the source of ur misery
i din know i cause u so much of dilemma

im sorry

Back blogging

2008-05-27T21:11:00.005+08:00

i sort of wasted the whole day doing nothing but still its better then going to work. The rainy weather causes ppl to be lazy. =) Finally gt a new desktop, the old 1 died off. My living room is still in a mess right now. Boxes of motherboard, cpu, gfx card, speaker, monitor etc all still lying around. If its stil not enough, my old monitor, cpu, speaker, keyboard, etc etc all also lying around on floor. what to do with it?

Went for my 7.45pm dental appt yest after work. I knock off at 5.45 and i was complaining why work ended so early. cause normally it will be at 6+ or 6.30pm. Therefore i loiter in my bank n went to shit 1st b4 going.

Notice display in the toilet. (& yet every day i shit in the toilet at least once. haha..)

ok... I assume i will be super early for my appt, end up i reached at 7.45pm. -.- I miss the exit to punggol field, went all the way to tamp then turn back to punggol. stupid right? Thats not the end. I reach the place already park nicely walk out then i realize im at the wrong blk, this happen not once but twice!

Then when its my turn, the whole clinic blackout~ but at least when tt happen, theres 2 pretty dental assistant inside with me. haha. Change the bands to blue. Ask about my outstanding balance b4 i left, still left $2k!!! -.- And the dentist says i need go back for polishing etc, n its not included in the package, gotta pay again!!

Life isnt tt bad nor tt gd. I gotta stop the negative thinking and add more colors into it! Sometimes i myself really think too much. thats y i gt so much of white hair now? i shall be more optimistic! Putting in effort doesnt mean guaranteed success but at least it boost the chance of success. There are still matters which i dont get it though.

Never say never

2008-03-18T22:03:00.002+08:00

i head off to the gym after work yest(monday) with a gloomy mood, kenny the so call instructor there ask so which part are u training today. Normally i will know what im training but not for today. Today jus feel like getting really shag

me: no idea, today anyhow train.
kenny: then train together with me, lax and shoulder
me: ok lo, u jus started?
kenny: 2nd set only...
Then HELL begins and it lasted for about 1hr 15min

Went to have a quick washup and went over amk to watch leap yrs. Nice storyline i would say, gt me touched although its sg production.

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Today is my off day but i sort of wasted the entire day nothing fruitful at all. didnt even study for my sat exam. The most fruitful ting is chatting with stacy? haha

The naive fj

2008-03-16T19:38:00.002+08:00

Am i just stupid, u be the judge.

Yest 13/03 i was on my way to NYP gym and i bump into this guy. He says for 5 generation his family line is helping ppl to 看相。
He says its fate that we met, n he ask do i wan to have my fortune told.
of coz i said no, most likely his jus some con man. but he starts to tell me about my life, wat had happen, wat kind of person am i and what have i been through. Most of the things he said is actually kinda true. The best part was he got the month im born correctly without me even telling him.

After which he says just $10 i can have my fortune told, and he stress tt the money wont go into his pocket, if he keep it for himself will get 天打雷劈it will be for some temple. i thot since its only 10bucks, why not.

Then he took out his 密集。Flip abit then starts to say more things about my life. At 1st was some pleasing words to the ears, follow by DISASTERSS. Say i will not be rich when im young, only till when i reach 30+ then will start to be rich. Even if i save like crazy, the money somehow will be gone.

He says when i was much younger life wasnt easy, had lots of obstacles, follow by I should have past away sometimes back, its due to the fact i did some good deed. Although i survive BUT my relative died due to me meaning to say im a jinx? i hear already was like wtf, dont really believe in what he say but still just carry on listening. Then he say for the last 1-2yrs there are relative who past away which is true la. But i think if i anyhow find i throw a stone at anyone then ask him the same ques the answer most likely would be yes. Then he say for this yr, someone close will pass away. -.-

He also says my love life is in a complete mess, gt lots of tao hua but the person i like wont like me, n the person whom i dont like will like me. He says im a flirt also. My marriage will fail, and in total i will have 2 marriages. My 1st wife will like get angry till divorce or past away.

So to over come all these 灾难 he gt to do duno what, his dialect n chinese is too profound for me i dont even understand. haha. im lazy to type le, anyway in total i paid him $60bucks. i was thinking if really my relative or my parents pass away wouldnt i be very guilty? If i get to choose again i would have did the same ting

okay u ppl can start cursing me saying im stupid n gullible.

monday blues

2008-03-02T23:09:00.002+08:00

weekend ended pretty fast once again. woke up for work on sat and headed off to the gym . Went stacy hse for mahjong in the nite. Im not a great lover for mahjong but i enjoy myself there, ppl kept me well entertained. haha.

slept at around 6am woke up at 10+am to jerry's hse for our overdue assignment. Dateline was on 29th feb but its only till today we start doing. arent we great? Bought breakfast to eat watch tv for awhile drag til about 1pm then we off the tv and get our ass into the room for discussion. if u thought finally we are starting u r so wrong. ppl are like surfing net, lying on the bed, chit chatting, n slping(inclusive of me). haha.

Out of 4 ppl only i brought the case study another copy was in jerry's car, spend like another 1/2hr or more deciding who shd go down n take. Finally nd n jerry went down to take the case study, guess what. they came back with a bottle of coke n kikappo(duno how to spell) but without the god damn case study!! In the end we nv do much but at least we gt sample from jemy.

Tml gotta work again, another 6days of work!
ahhhh, im not in a v good mood, am i thinking too much? from a simple & straightforward matter, i think till its so complex. Tell me tt im wrong.

我累了.. time to spend some time with my bed

no need for a title

2008-02-19T23:32:00.004+08:00

i shall keep it short n swt. This post will all be about good news. haha

1stly i gt my bike license already, pass with zhun zhun 18 points!! heng ah.

2ndly tadah!~ i bought my bike already =)

3rd bought a gift for stacy on vday, CJ9! Without any card though, im not sure of what to write or what not to write. anyway my ugly writing will just ruin the card

thankfully she likes it and therefore im happy. haha. I took some pics but couldnt seems to find it, so just grab over frm her blog. lol.

4th I manage to pass all my modules for the 1st semester, really is just a PASS but i dont expect too much.

5th My 1yr of probation is finally over. payrise,backpay and pro-rated AWS is awaiting me =))

destiny, wealth, love & health of rat for the yr of rat

2008-02-17T13:32:00.002+08:00

taken from si ma lu. good or bad, u decide

Happy New Year!!

2008-02-08T18:09:00.000+08:00

Happy new yr to everyone!~ Hope all enjoy ur new yr. Super long wkend for those on 5 day work wk, from thurs - sun. SHIOK~ As for me tml im going back to work. but most ppl will still be going round bai nian, hopefully no one comes to open account. hehe. UOB = Use Other Bank, so kindly follow the abbreviation! luisa im sure you be fine, no worries.

After 2 attempt finally i gt my bike license, with the help of jerry lucky helmet? haha.. thx for those who wish me good luck! Stacy dont worry, u will pass ur car license, i shall bless u =p. I shall go enroll for class 3 few months later too.

Didnt do any single visiting for this yr at all, dont ask me why. coz my parents say so? thanks to me for trying to update windows so i can use skype for webcam with yy, the whole windows went corrupted. Manage to get the cd. thx poh.. now im with sp 2, IE 7, media player 11. The best part is now i can update directly frm windows website. wee! In the end i spend the whole day fixing my com + origami -.- my com isnt killing me but origami is. ain't giving up though =p

Went to the temple at si ma lu to pray today. I make the same wish during my birthday too. when will my prayers come true. The yr of rat doesnt mean its a good yr for those born in the rat yr man. In fact, it seems kinda bad! later i shall upload the pic, not sure if its clear enough. anyway today theres 3 china ppl that really irritates me!

they are like pushing/squeezing just to get into the train, even if they take their time to come in they will be able to board on time... my bro ask, did they push u also, duno why they push till like tt. my reply was short n simple, they are fat.
Nvm about that, we alight at raffles place my bro & dad went out follow by me and those 3 china fellow trying to rush out by squeezing through me again. i gt fedup this time round so i push them back n i walk out.. oh did i mention out of the three, 2 are gals? dinosaur!

Great wkends

2008-01-14T23:36:00.000+08:00

I went gym on sat, that makes me going gym for 3times in a wk! Im trying hard to gain 5kg!! Since i said tt i only gain like 1-2kg the weight keep fluctuating. -.-

Went ice skating early in the morning, as usual wj inform us only in the last min saying he be late. So a rule was set, for every min late theres a charge of $1? cant rem the exact amount. anyway i skate like shit, worse then im blading. no idea why man.

After tt we went off to jurong swimming pool. woo, had fun over there! haha. Few of us were acting like retards. Trying to like jump on top of 1 float n c if can balance anot. 1 thing we realise, there is quite alot of china and malays there.

We went eating seoul garden after tt, didnt get to eat any prawn. Theres too much leftover food till i stuff it under the chill and some sauce etc. haha.

Was a fun and tiring day! i went to bed thought will slp soundly till the next morning but i had a dream and woKe up. i dreamt of xx ended up together with yy. Immediately after i woke up sia. Went back to slp till its time to wake up for work and i think for awhile. am i dreaming or was it real. -.-. okay im an idiot. haha.
time for slp.

*i will n i am gonna gain 5kg!*

self - reflection

2008-01-14T22:07:00.000+08:00

Finally i manage to login to murdoch website to check my results after trying to call em like 3434234325 times and sending them email. I was so gan jion and agitated that even though i know results is out & yet i cant check mine. -.-".

Their response from my email was fast. I PASS!!! yup some of u must be thinking, WAT only a pass n yet ur so happy? yes, i am contented =) Workplace law result is not out yet though, bless me. *pray* I shall work harder to get better result in my 2nd semester!

Even till now im still not in a v jovial mood, so much stuff bothering me and yet i have gt no idea how to solve it. or shd i say only 1 matter is really affecting me tt much. I feel tt i hasnt been treating my parents tt gd, hardly chat with em, reply em in short answer & grumbling over the food they cook. I know im in the wrong but sometimes its just uncontrollable. I will try to change though!
Pic of my dinner tt i will surely pour it away

I have been treating some frenz kinda badly also. well, if u can feel tt im not in a good mood dont come ask me stupid question. lets say u go posb maybe apply for duno wat shit. they told u 5working days to process. cant u count urself which day isit after 5 days? still need to ask me just bcoz im working in the bank?

Daily work life

2008-01-09T22:36:00.000+08:00

Passion in Work leads to Perfection in Work, who agrees with that? i do! But passion in work leads to even more work! Maybe i dont have enough of passion in my work tts y i still make silly mistake at work. Nevertheless i don't hate my job tt much.

Theres diff type of customer, they could be friendly, kind, fierce, impatient, demanding, nuts, or even irritating. Theres this regular cx whom i serve quite a no. of times b4 when im still doing teller. i think she is v v forgetful or just a little crazy.

Me: gd morning how can i help u etc etc etc
She: Are u from china?
me: no
She: are u from malaysia
me: no, giving her tt irritated look

Its not the 1st time shes asking me the same old question. zZz
then she wants to open a particular acc, i told her the details for it, infact repeated quite a few time cause she kept asking over n over again. She decided to open the account, i double check with her & she said yes. So i start off with the acc opening, after awhile she said i'm not gonna open the acc, i come back some other day. -_-".

Theres some even worse cases which will totally spoilt our day, but of coz theres lots of nice cx around. wouldnt it be good if most ppl arent such an badass?

I went to the gym once again today after work. The mass i gain drop back to normal once again -.-. I shall make it a point to go gym at least twice a wk if possible. My tailbone & left kneecap still haven recover!!

sat shd be gOIng gym once again, while sunday going ice skating. gonna play 1 rd of dota now, shall cont some other day.

The year 2008

2008-01-03T20:05:00.000+08:00

The new yr has come! In another 1mth+ i will be at uob for exactly 1 yr. Seems quite fast ah, even though i keep complaining n complaining but im still staying put at uob.

I bought new skates, heres the pic.

The old skate has been left under my bed for like duno how many decades already. thx to shaun wasting 199$ for a pair of crappy skates. Has been going skating for the past few wkends & every wkend we go we will say it wont rain again but the rain just loves us. Its still the rainy season!!!

wasted alot on cab fare to ecp & back. Yest theres this fat bastard riding a bicycle who nearly knock me down. I shall leave out details, the impt thing is he is fat & is a retard. Im not saying all ppl whose fat are retarded but most of em are? Or maybe is just me who keep bump into fat asses who irritates me.

Yest on our way back frm ECP we decided to take bus 853! The freaking bus took nearly like 2hrs, my back hurt like shit in sitting on that squeezy bus. Luckily theres some sort of 'free show'by 2 ah pek whom i suppose 1 is drunk, shouting throughout the journey and nearly gt into a fight? lol

Once again i feel motivated to get fitter and healthier, head down to the gym after work today, bump into junhan my camp mates. He seems kinda fit huh. I shall put in effort to gain another 4kg of mass!

Im neither in a good mood nor in a bad mood. Sometimes it just feel so boring. I bet some ppl in my msn list hates me. I irritate em, i laff at em, i make fun of em, i mock at em. Tt is me when im in a bad mood! =) I admit im an ass, but some ppl are AOA. Guess the abbreviation. lol

Normally for any unhappy incident i just grumble it out, kpkb abit & i feel much betta. But there are things i wish to say out, but its just not possible, haiz. It shall be kept within my heart.

Exam are over

2007-12-16T20:52:00.000+08:00

Finally my exams are over and 1 week of leave just pass like tt, i shall keep my finger cross i will pass all 3 modules. Its so tough n tiring having classes on every mon, wed & fri. Luckily next semester will only be taking 2 modules. some bo liao stuff we did when mugging.

we were trying to memorise some definition but it just wont get into our mind. A question regarding organisation behaviour was shoot to jerry what is power, his answer was power is nothing without control. then we start to ask some stupid question. what are the 4 skills of zues, whats 2nd skill of furion n other crap. haha

i seriously need to gain some weight, get tanner n train my fking sbj. Went to tooK my ippt, only manage to get a pass. I tried 1st jump fault, 2nd jump 216, 3rd fault, 4th, fault, 5th still 216. -.- coz of tt stupid shit i gt lesser $100 to take. SBJ shd just be taken out. i dont mind they increase the difficulty of other station.

Going back to work tml again, feeling so blue. once again thursday is holiday =). might be going ice skating, anyone interested?

HRE exam & UOB family day

2007-11-04T23:23:00.000+08:00

Went to attend course for Thursday n Friday, i actually saw a few of my sch mates. SMA isnt really tt wulu? lolz. Took my human resource economic exam on sat, thx to Anna im able to get my off on sat. i was mugging n mugging on thursday/friday night and yet i cant do the paper!

Wat great lecturer we have. Give us tips saying just need to concentrate on these 6ques. The format of our paper is choose 4 out of 6. Guess wat, only 1 question came out. Hopefully the rest of those question i wrote the right crap now.. bless me!~

Its UOB family day, spend 1/2 of my sunday at yishun safra. Went to try rock climbing once again, cant even remember whens the last time i climb. The 1st try i failed to complete, then i went swimming n tan for awhile. After tt went back to try for the 2nd time, my fingers dont have the strength to even grip those tiltes, struggle up for few panels n i gave up. xia suay man, lolz.

Monday tml, back to work. looKing forward to Thursday, its holiday! woohoo

Not in the best of mood

2007-10-23T22:19:00.000+08:00

AngryFrustratedAnnoyedPissIrritated! feeling bad. Pushing the blame to to others when im at fault too? But seriously who will go think of whose not in the right state of mind? Committed mistake at work again, cover up through my own expenses... reason being not enuff slp, nv slp well? or im jus born to be careless?

I went down for a jog, push up, sit up, sweat quite alot. n im feeling better now =) gonna eat ice cream later on. lolz.

Anyway we shd feel bless after watching this

The Miniature Earth

Sec 2 photo & amber birthday

2007-10-21T00:15:00.000+08:00

Got this class 2E3 photo frm jia yi blog. For a short while im actually searching for myself. haha.. GUESS and see if u know which is me??? (The guy who is circled isnt me).

My form/maths teacher Mr krishna. All thanks to him im so gd in my maths ba. lolz. I still rem what he say, if u wan to copy copy the right answer, dont copy the wrg answer.. hahaha.. then another theory frm NKG must copy more so we will know diff methods of solving the ques & i agree! lolz.

Yy birthday

went for amber birthday. happy birthday!~ trying to search for me? lol. I cut my hair short n only 1/2 of my face is visible

This is funny, gal caught requesting for porn! haha

2007-10-20T23:24:00.000+08:00

Blurred the nick, msn n pic.

testing

2007-10-19T17:25:00.000+08:00

trying some things

Things arent really good!

2007-09-26T00:10:00.000+08:00

In summary!
Fj | cRaP!!! says (11:55 PM):
alot of crap shit things happen sia

A says (11:56 PM):
y??
what happened?

Fj | cRaP!!! says (11:56 PM):
crap happen
lolz

Fj | cRaP!!! says (11:57 PM):
alot of things happen surrounding me sia

A says (11:57 PM):
sch? work? family? relationship? friends?

Fj | cRaP!!! says (11:58 PM):
sch totally dont understand wat im studying
work is crap, sort of got blacklisted

Fj | cRaP!!! says (11:59 PM):
family hmm my ah ma pass away few days ago
today my dad n mum duno quarreling over what fuk, break duno how many glasses
where is she
frenz nv mit up much. so consider good?
lolz

A says (12:01 AM):
hmmmmmm
that's bad
come
let me give u a hug

Hows does all this sounds? Yest while im going back to raffles city 1 lady collapse on the floor.. Today when im coming back frm bike revision another lady looking so pale vomit in the train. what will i encounter tml? lolz

Bless myself =)

Tues night, itchy legs!!~!

2007-08-28T22:11:00.000+08:00

MY legs are so freaking itchy, bad idea to go up the 'hill'? lolz. Just went for my haircut. Its short yet long, confusing ah? haha.. Personally i feel that it stil looks the same.. I gave him a call, was surpise he actually know who i am. Call me as Ah siao, siao as in laugh, coz im always laughing. -.-" As expected he nv fail to suan me.
With a face like urs no matter how u cut its still gonna be the same.
Then say about some other sad stuff too. Bought french fries from do re mi b4 i left, too bad the auntie isnt there today. imagine i go so often back in my pri sch days till few mths ago i went back she stil recongnise me. haha.. Does this means my face nv change? lolz

Working life is still boring!! shall not talk much about it. lolz. lucky escape today if not ... Looking forward towards wkend! ohya was chatting with yy the other day. my nick was something like even believe CONTAIN the word lie, n the 1st thing she did was correcting my grammer. I do admit my english sucks.

Has been going yishun for the past few days meeting lixian, sometimes with calis n gx too. how is it going? *lolz. i do believe my prediction is gonna come true. Went to watch quite a few movie, movie spree? lolz

Feel like watching license to wed. Anyone want date me out for this show? haha

Happy yet Sad
Tired yet Awake
Smiling yet Moody

What's Your Personality Type?

2007-08-26T18:49:00.001+08:00

You Are An ENFP

The Inspirer

You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends.
You are also unconventional, irreverent, and unimpressed by authority and rules.
Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives.
You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're quite the storyteller!

In love, you are quite the charmer. And you are definitely willing to risk your heart.
You often don't follow through with your flirting or professed feelings. And you do break a lot of hearts.

At work, you are driven but not a workaholic. You just always seem to enjoy what you do.
You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist.

How you see yourself: compassionate, unselfish, and understanding

When other people don't get you, they see you as: gushy, emotional, and unfocused

What's Your Personality Type?

Monday blues!~

2007-08-21T00:23:00.001+08:00

Monday is always bad! lolz.. Was so tired @ work today! phew, nothing went wrong.. Hopefully no mistake will be make anymore! hehe

Went for a gathering @ sem park on sat, was reluctant to go actually but in the end still went coz of li xian? Overall was quite fun.

Yishun/sem ppl

Saw bixia for the 1st time whom i know for more then a yr. isnt she tan? is not i white hor! haha
was surprise to saw mishal there too.

Went to watch fireworks on friday too. Its so much nicer compare to national day, isnt national day a disgrace? lolz.

oh thx wj for those cakes, Check out the cake box

15bucks for a slice of cake!

Sat morning!~

2007-08-19T19:30:00.000+08:00

On sat i was working, feeling v tired since i only slept for like 4hrs or less. then i receive a mms from calis, for a moment i became awake n laugh out. haha.. Heres the pic.

imagine he actually took of his shoe and put on knee guard in the train. LOLZ. wouldnt he feel uncomfortable on his way to SSDC for bike lesson or is he scare he will fall on his way to ssdc? the knee guard might be of some help.. lolz.

Then Agnes was reading some jokes frm her email n she ask us,
Ques: why indians alway has so much things to talk & talk?
Ans: Because they left their fullstop on the forehead.
btw im not racist against indian, i jus find tt its funny. lol

Great wkend, Scorching weather!

2007-08-05T22:00:00.000+08:00

wkend came to an end again. As usual, it alway pass so fast, but at the least its not 9am-5pm at SMA having lecture. hehe. hmm make a mistake while at job this wk, luckily you jing wu sian, everything turns out fine =).. cant really talk about it here, jus in case anyone saw it.. lolz

Sat after work went with siu ling & calis to dental clinic at punggol. So nice of them to come down thomson and we took cab over. I wanted to ask more about braces, then without me really knowing it, the dentist has already prepare the mould. -.- Anyway i wanted to put braces to so nvm ba, jus tt its so inconvenient to go over punggol, so wulu! After that went over to yishun swimming complex for a swim or rather tan. haha.. The weather was good, jus tt i reach kinda late.. Went jogging together with li xian, then i jog back home frm yishun. I feel fitter now! lolz..

I slept for pathetic 4hrs then i wake up prepare for my bike pract 6 part 1.. guess how did i fare? i PASS! Couldnt believe i pass man, commit quite a few mistake. Imagine 6 ppl took pract 6, all 6 pass. unbelivable.. 1 funny moment is tt doing a particular you turn, by right shd turn to 2nd lane, i turn to the 3rd lane, 4guys behind me follow me went to the 3rd lane to. haha =X. Went tanning again after my bike lesson. hehe. In the toilet i feel so strange, y is it that kinda alot of ppl keep staring at me. Its only till i reach home i realise im so RED. hahaha.. Prays tt the skin wont peel.

Tml 1/2day! woo, after tt going down town for x-ray of my teeth. bye!~

MY joke for passion night..

2007-07-29T22:08:00.000+08:00

A woman gets on a bus with her baby.
The bus driver says: "That's the ugliest baby that I've ever seen. Ugh!"
The woman goes to the rear of the bus and sits down, fuming.
She says to a man next to her: "The driver just insulted me!"
The man says: "You go right up there and tell him off go ahead, I'll hold your MONKEY for you. =p

Wkends!~

2007-07-29T21:32:00.000+08:00

just love wkend so much even though tis wk sat gt to work 1/2 day! went off frm work at 3pm though, having some sort of farewell party for hus ping, shes gonna be posted to amk hub. Another nice offical leaving the branch!

For this mth, i went swimming trying to get tanned for several attempts but the sun just loves me, no trace of sun at all. I think the sun just dont wanna me to get burn =).

Getting a little sian of my work, or has my mood tolerance gt worse? sometimes i just feel like !@#$%^ some of those customer.. anyway just completed passion @ work for the mth of july. For this mth every1 gotta tell a joke. Had fun at passion BUT its me tt gt to compile them into powerpt again. haiz..

Completed all my 5 bridging modules already, will be posting the results once i get my law paper. Sch gonna start on sept, mon, wed, fri! seems kinda pack but i will surely survive this. you wan to know why? answer is simple coz im FJ. haha..

Went for wen bin 21th birthday chalet. I got to say his really sporting. lolz. If its me i guess most properly i wont do the forfeit he gotta do. haha.. Siu ling really gave me a shock*. >_<

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2007-07-15T19:29:00.000+08:00

My com problem sort of gt 'fixed' le. thx xin ni for the win xp cd also my bro who went to buy the monitor but sort of got conned man. he bought a crt n yet not flat screen somemore..

The sun must have loves me lots! On thursday wanted to go n get some tanned after work(1/2day) but not a trace of sun at all. Yest i went again after work to try my luck n yet again no sun. This morning the scroching sun woke me up from my slp felt kinda relief seeing the sun. since i told my dad i be eating lunch at home i shall wait till noon but it started raining!!!!!!!! wth..

Finally gt my PDL can book for pract 6, booked it at friday. but i went to check whats the next date i can book since i wont pass at 1st attempt? haha.. its like another 2wks after fri.

oh and some good news, they increase the pay of AO! woo. Gonna have my dinner now.

Dinner sucks, hate green!~

1/2 dead computer -.-

2007-07-01T21:33:00.000+08:00

MY com has been giving me so much problem during the past few days. 1st was the freaing resolution is so huge tt it cant fking show the whole screen on my monitor at all.. Tried reinstall monitor/gfx driver n guess wat, couldnt even boot up the com. thx to xin ni for win xp cd. But still the com giving me tons of problem. arGH!~! How i wish can jus format it, if stil giving me problem then buy new parts but my bro/sis gt so much tings inside. i cant even format it.

Anyway today was the last day lesson for my principle of marketing. Most of the time i was sleeping, just too tired!! Yest slept too late, didnt even realise its 3+am till im going to bed. lolz.. Gt a bad feeling for my marketing test on wed.. Nv took down any notes, didnt heard the examples given by the lecturer.. haiz. ohya and i went for haircut. cut cut cut! short hair once again.. BOREDOM!

Every wkend burnt!

2007-06-30T21:50:00.000+08:00

How does it feels to be working no monday to friday 9 to 6(not to mention OT), follow by bike lessons or sch and almost every wkend 9am to 5pm schooling. I have only 1 word for it, simpliy SUCKS. lolz.. Everyday i feel so tired!~

Let me RANT about my bike practical 1st. im still stuck at pract 5. zZz.. today I actually skip 1st 1/2 of my sch to go for bike pract.. n yet i FAIL.. I gt to admit i did quite badly today, deserve to fail but my ebrake, crank n figure 8 nv deduct any points at all, oh was my 2nd time.. For my 1st time i gt marks deduction for fig 8, ebrake but no marks for blind spot at all etc.. shd have pass during 1st attempt but i freaking nv wait for signal b4 going through pylon. haiz. I dont haf the talent for it? haha.. =( but failing in the circuit is better then me failing out in the road next time.. so its consider good? self-comforting! ha

As for my job i gt no comment. lolz.. hmm not tt bad, at least i dont make mistake tt often now.. but can u imagine Fj being so courteous, so polite? cx comes in; good morning sir/man. how can i help u? or if they v mafan or indecisive etc.. its okay sir/madam take ur time.. LOL! There are indeed some funny customer, telling me how to have higher chance to strike 4d, remind me gt toto next wk 5million. lolz..

as for my sch. gt back 3 bridging modules result le. management pass, accounting n economics distinction. haha... Mayb im just talented in anything related with maths.. My accounting i really duno how to do n yet i gt dist. no idea why!~ Taking marketing now, next wed exam, hopefully wont be tt hard..

Ohya and today is ying ying n xin ni birthday. 2 frenz on the sameday! gt screwed by ying for nt going to her party, sorry la. Happy birthday to both of you!~

Shag & Tired!

2007-05-24T23:18:00.000+08:00

im so tired all worn- out already...Tues work till 9.30pm, wed till 7.30pm. OT n OT but not so bad more or less use to it. Today went for my bike lesson practical 3. The instructor was good but the problem lies with me. screwed! haha.. E brake n salom course is kinda easy but my plank sucks, keep dropping down, fell down once somemore! hmm i mean the bike not me. haha... Book lessons again on sat 4.40pm. i will n shall pass my pract 3 on sat! bless me!

this wk pass kinda fast. another 1/2 hr time gonna be fri. sat work 1/2 day n i can rest! going for my 2days course 5250 next wk. Oh, theres a holiday on next wk also. hehe.

Im trying out google adsense also. surprisely in like 1wks i gt like $20+usd?. try it out too.. I shall wait till it reaches $100! tata

Great wkend =)

2007-05-21T18:37:00.000+08:00

Sat went to met up with my bmt section mates, had paris buffet for dinner. The food isnt really tt nice but ming wei(1 of my section mate) kept us entertain! haha.. He is the guy that cause our platoon with so much fun and laugher not forgetting trouble too. So through out the dinner we chat n chat, talk about about our 3mths of bmt.

Ever seen ppl wearing no. 4 uniform with the uniform tuck in to no. 4 pants? Ming Wei) is the 1st ppl i saw. lolz! Then on another day, another platoon when counting strength theres an extra of 1 fellow and for my platoon shortage of 1, so we were like wheres ming wei. Then on another occasion he fall in with no. 4 but with slippers. He himself dont even know till he gt screwed. lots of other memories but too lazy to type out.

Went for my bike pract 2 on sunday with just like 4hrs of slp. didnt realise slp matters alot. SO did the stupid warm up, then went on to ride the bike. while trying to change signal i press the horn instead. -.-. i was like wtf damn pai seh and its like 2-3times. While going through the fig 8 the rear wheel went up the kerb. wabiangz. damn demoralise has the feeling this pract sure gt to repeat.. After awhile quite i dont feel tired anymore so nv make tt much of mistake. Miracally i still pass! so happy. hehe The CHINESE instructor is so nice and friendly. if its some malay instructors sure.... RACIST! muahaha.

So fast its monday night le. Shiok no monday blues. slacking the whole day too! bye~

weekends!~

2007-05-19T15:25:00.000+08:00

Finally its saturday. Just back from work, everything went quite smoothly. =0 Time to enjoy, im off on monday too! woo. Later going dinner with my fellow BMT section mates. Ever since BMT haven saw them at all, sure have lotsa tings to talk cock about. lol.

Happen to saw this clip. Traffic warden in Singapore abusing their power?

Abusing of power

Hello!~ To those whose reading my blog? lolz

2007-05-18T20:15:00.000+08:00

Im back to blogging, been more then 1/2 a yr nearly forgotten i actually have a blog. lolz. short update of what i have been doing. Im working in UOB thomson branch for the past 3mths+ and counting^^. Hopefully will stay till next yr then i will have my BONUS!! All my colleague having bonus which i dont have. >_<

Enrolled at SMA studying management and hr by murdouch uni. Just took exams for 1 of my bridging module(principle of management) on wed, the wednesday is more like testing our skills of talking cock? hehe.. Taking class 2B at SSDC also, pray for me tt i will get my license fast! Feeling kinda demoralised over it, for every lessons i gt to wait almost 1wk+ before i can get a slot. Imagine for pract 1 alone i went 4times? The 3rd time i went i was late and its nearly 2weeks since my 2nd lesson. the instructor ask me start from the inner circult all over again! Pract 2 on sunday, hopefully can pass and go pract 3. =)

Was sick for quite sometime already n yet now still cough cough n cough.. sometimes with blood somemore, too heaty?

Did i mention i hate muds? of coz not all, minority are still kind & friendly but some are really RETARDS with nothing better to do. Was at yishun stadium jogging with andy few wks ago. place our bags on the floor and my spectacles between our bags. was walking back to our bags after jogging, 3 muds were hanging around tt area. They ran off while seeing us and my specs gt missing. dont tell me its not them. i bought my specs for less then 2mths cost me $190 n they freaking took it. what can they do with my specs? thanks god they didnt take our bags, wallets, hp etc all inside. arent they fool, took my specs and yet not more valuable stuff?

in memories of my specs. lolz

Im free =p

2006-09-04T10:53:00.000+08:00

No more booking in back for camp, no more duties, no more regimental life! Officially clearing leave/off! Its time for a new begining..

RSAF open house ended! Under the scorching sun for 3 whole days, everyone is like 1/2 cooked now other then those who chao geng. haha.. This 3 days was tiring and of cause filled with fun too. Ladies were all going gaga over taking photos with the pilots. haha.. Theres some pilots wannabe even pay to wear the pilot suit just for photo taking.

Yeh!! Im ouuut of paya lebar =) Haven receive my clearance form yet, tt means still cant send my stores back, kinda screwed... Did this when i was too bored, its not tt ugly right? lol

Had a v sweet dream yest while slping, too bad its only a dream. haha.. But who says dream wouldn't come true? =p Later im gonna drag myself to the gym no matter wat, Im still the Fj living in a healthy lifestyle!!

RSAF Open hse'06

2006-08-30T21:52:00.000+08:00

Went back camp for open house briefing this morning.. Not surprising the squadron didn't fail to screw up once again, upon reaching there, news spreading that the briefing was cancel.. indeed it was true. Nothing more to comment on it. My ippt results problem wasnt sovle either. wats more tml gotta book in again by 6pm.

Kennard & yong tian said im fatter and my face was getting even rounder. =( Actually my weight dropped. hasnt been going gym/tanning tt often lately... dont have the mood and im just plain lazy... I actually took the wrg shoes home, it belongs to jing bao, sorry about tt. =)

Went to pierce my earhole once again. Recently pick up the bad habbit of bettin on soccer, jus for passing time. im not addicted! i tink wei cheng really dai sai -_-.. Bought 4matches today, at 1st i thought gone case sure claypot liao, in the end won 1 match lose 3, do the maths and you know how i fare.. hmm not much feeling for losing, dont really feel heart pain over it. you shi bi you de... Hopefully its true. lol..

As for the mail, i decided not to send it though its more or less done... I guess it wont help shit also. haha.. Its jus not getting any better... wheres the rays of light i shd see?

This wkend better pass fast!

Wee, no more regimental life...

2006-08-17T10:45:00.000+08:00

FINALLY im out of that screwed squadron, nothing for me to feel great for live in there other then my friends/campmates.. Another 1yr to go for Kennard, endure, its gonna be v fast.. muahaha =X..

Officially im clearing leave and off.. didn't expect on Aug 10th would be my last day.. Thx to junyao, he approve my off days use. =) Hopefully my leave application will be approve soon, if not might still have to go back camp for a day or 2. Ohya, thx cheong kiat for helping me to apply my leave, im jus too lazy to go back specially to apply for my leave. Still haven clear my store, FFI and crap. WHY going ORD liao stil got so much stuff to do?

SUPER angry with the PTI and thunderhawk specs, during my IPPT.. My timing for sure was less then 10.50min and the results slip shows mine is 99.99 meaning fail. wtf is that? I even take up my no. tag to show em in the face when reaching the finishing point. And ah lao who timing is obviously way behind gt a timing of 10.40 or so. If im still in camp im sure gonna make a fuss out of it, or if i cant get back my 100$ i make sure i nag n grumble n kp til the whole ippt get void, i c 1 of these days when im free im gonna go back to camp. I mean how is it fair when the timing is so wrong?? $100 to me now is alot ah, im so broke!

Been slacking around, gymming, climbing, tanning, shopping, msning, slping.. My climbing still lousy. -_-" Just bought N73, So nice and good!~ Hopefully the price wont drop so fast so i wont feel tt bad. haha.. Went SLS to get a kingston 2gb mini sd card also only for 63bucks.. Its so much cheaper compare to sandisk 2gb though its more unstable but at least its life time warrantly..

Pic of me getting owned by the wall.. =(

Till now im still not feeling v good.. Dont even know if im doing the right ting in the right way..

Pondering over what i should write in the mail.. -_-

Booking in again!~

2006-08-08T23:23:00.000+08:00

I feel that im so healthy this 2 days. Yest did 8sets of 7pullup, jog 2.4km, 3sets of 20 crunches/leg lifted crunches and 2sets of 50pushup. As for today went to the gym/swim, it feels so good to be able to sweat so much.. yayaya, im crazy =).

I was surprise to see my brother when i came home, 3mths din get to see him.. Hmm defintely tanner now, still tanner then me! Ahh. lolz.. Rush out again shortly after chatting only a few lines with my bro to meet yy and jesslin to catch the fireworks.. Thx for trying to cheer me up & thx for the chocolate too. whose the scientist that said ice cream/chocolate can cheer one up? Its bullshit. haha.. Oh ya, GX gambatte neh!~ Though most likely u wont read my blog. hahaha.

The fireworks from the singapore team were nice, can hear kids shouting WOOAH, WOW, 'ZANTEH', HAO MEI AH.. Our view frm the area wasn't that great, trees were blocking part of the view. Theres a few group of ppl walking out while the fireworks starts and clever Yy walk right in so we jus follow.. Nice move man, the trees are now blocking at least 1/2 of the fireworks? hahaha =x.

Migraine is my current best friend, why keep come and look for me?!?

wake me up..

2006-08-07T15:38:00.000+08:00

Im going nuts, even this pc is going against me. I was about to finish blogging and IE jus hang up, got no choice but to terminate it.. haiz.. Damn u mishal, if it isnt for u asking where to d\l bit comet my IE wouldnt have hang!

I couldn't slept well last nite, imagine 5+am i woke up and couldnt get back to bed again.. Breakfast/lunch doesnt seem appealing nor delicious to me also, its jus so bland. my lunch jus went to feed the trash bag...

I simply can't think properly, and I can't think coherently! Till i feel betta...

what a week...

2006-08-06T22:28:00.000+08:00

On thurs i wanted to blog so much but never have the time for blogging.. and guess wat? Now i cant rem wat i wanted to blog about tt day. My memory failing me..

The only stuff i rem was on thurs noon 'I was sleeping so peacefully and my phone rang. I picked it up and it was that retarded yy asking me for stansfield number. I refused to check and I asked her to dial 100 to enquire. She's such a pain in the ass.' credited to yy. =) I saw stacy at sunplaza! But due to both of us being blur cock we thought one another was busy and went our way.. haha. Why is it that we stay so near each other and we yet we hardly saw each other? While sOme other ppl i keep bump into them. lol..

Finally i manage to attain back silver for my last window =p. luckily my 3rd try of sbj nv fail me, jus nice 225. phew!~ Hopefully i will get the 100bucks soon. hehe. I guess thats the only good ting tt happen for the mount ba. The whole of sat was jus plain crappy. Kept having migrain, its like keep coming back out of no fking reason.. For the whole noon i just couldn't shut my mind off to slp.. Everything is like jus so wrong. i misplace my wallet search all over and it was found lying on the floor -_-" and i nearly sprain my leg also. During the nite when i was doing duty with my brokeback we heard some "noises" frm in the bushes? could it be?!?!? nvm about that.. what was good is that we saw fireworks!!! so romantic right brokeback? hahaha..

Today after booking out i went straight to the gym follow by swimming/tanning, lying on the chair with thoughts running.. I rush back home and out again after several searching i bought a cute doggie soft toy to cheer Jen up.

It seems that my intutition for bad events nv fail me.. Its always so accurate. =( I need lots of chocolate and ice cream, gonna eat lots & lots tml! Im feeling so lost at the moment.. haiz..

Best of luck for those taking exams, Gambatte!~

Be happy always!~

2006-07-30T22:18:00.000+08:00

A thumbnail of wat i make on fri after i got back home to cheer jen up.. Seems kinda cheesy but i cant tink of how to improve it further.. haiz. i sucks in both creativity and photoshop >_<. but at least she did get happier, or at least i thought =)

Great weekend dismount =)

2006-07-30T19:48:00.000+08:00

As usual wkends always pass so fast. Fri went sakura to celebrate chris last mounting. He must be feeling great, left with 1 mount only!! Theres bound to be fun tml in camp, operation chris. haha =x I still rem how u tore my last piece of underwear! Evil grins*

Sat morning was suppose to go sentosa, wake up happily in the morning pack my stuff etc but in the end the trip was canceled. of coz i was kinda dissapointed but its okay. Glad tt we didnt went also, the whole day its raining.. Went with jen to eat at hans and watch lady in the water, couldnt really understand what the story about, i just know that it seems more like a comedy. Basically i enjoy myself alot on sat =)

As for today, im staying at home slacking!! yeh!~ Been trying for quite long on how to make the pic(shown on btm of post), but cant even get any near to it till i gave up.. hahaha. btw the gd looking guy on the pic WAS shaun. Notice i used WAs and not IS. j/k! haha..

Updated abit on my blog skin too, i think it looks better then b4 but its still too empty n dull. Leave me a tag pls, so i know whose here =)

Im back to blog!

2006-07-26T00:45:00.000+08:00

Once again im back blogging.. Gonna be diasaster for u ppl reading on my blog, the post will be so boring n dull + the use of my pathetic english =) Oh ya i just change my blog skin, nice right? haha.. i try to complete it on my next book out. Tml got to book in again >_<. 26th of july, a mth more till i clear leave/off if nothing goes wrong in my 'full of shit' squadron.. On the 4th im gonna retake my ippt, as usual still having no confidence in my sbj. ok enuff of camp..

Just went climbing wif shaun last wk at yishun safra, i s*cks but nevertheless its stil fun. hehe.. shaun gt a shock when i asked him how to tight the figure of 8, glad ur still safe n alive. haha.. My skin getting whiter again, need to go tanning more often..
Oh ya im kinda fed up by this guy acquaintance of mine today, wat u did was jus so wrong.. Hopefully i wont c u ever after... Few wks ago met up with up zh, he tries to get me in to mlm, sort of wasted my whole nite there? the tactics use by Enyouth to get ppl in to their talk is so despicable.

Doesnt have the mood for gaming nowadays, imagine this whole book out frm sun till now just 2 game of dota, tts jus so unlike of me. Yy reminded me tt im such a idiot in the past and yes i agree with u. haiz.. Looks like im complaining quite alot.. time to shutup, prepare and get to bed, 4 hrs left..

Jen cheer up!~ tml will surely be a betta day for u =)

May 3rd... x_X

2006-05-02T22:04:00.000+08:00

Its 2nd of May today, tml is the day for booking in, Gonna be hell for us=(. Been slacking for 3weeks, cant imagine how boring, tiring, scorching its like to be doing duty under the hot sun once again. SIAN ah, only can endure for now.. waiting for sept to come anxiously, u ppl noe why? coz ORD loooooooo. hehe

For this 3weeks hasn't been doing anything much. Not even once i went to jog, duno how am i gonna pass my IPPT tis time round. lol..
*to be continue... my frenz pestering me for dota..

Tired + shag + frustrated!

2006-04-17T22:26:00.000+08:00

Yest went over to climb adventure to take my climbing lvl course, not realli a cert is more like a card. The course was at 10am i woke up @ 8.30 tts more then enuff time sia, due to me "Dlee Derlee" in the end late for 20mins! lol.. The instructor kept saying to me why ur not climbing, is wheneva i climb he din c it leh but stil the whole course was filled wif fun. Next time will haf more ppl joining me n shaun for climbing liao, leonard & junhan.. Ohya n chee hong also, the other day saw him at safra then i gt to noe tt he took up climbing too.

After tt met up with few of my FDC platoon mates at suntec for dinner. We ate rice table, the 1st impression was woah like not bad etc.. BUT we were wrg. not only the service sucks, the food was normal also.. Its a buffet so natually all were eating quite alot, finish wif a certain dish le ask em serve again, It takes so long for the food to come lo. We kept asking em to serve a few times till we became cleverer ask for few sets of the serving at a time. The waiter even 4get our order even though he wrote it down, was it careless or intentionally? Towards the end theres not even a waiter passing by our area. haha.. I guess our appetite are too huge le.

This morning went polylinic to get a referral letter to national skin center.. tinking tt by going so early wont haf so much ppl, to my horror its all pack sia.. The funny thing is i went later then my frenz but in the end i was faster then him. haha.. The appointment date is june 20th, have to wait more then 2mths. After tt went for a short gym session.. Its nice to go train up abit so i wont feel so unfit. hehe.. My com finally free of virus n trojans, total infection found was like 100+!~ lol.. No more popups keep popping out here n there.. Sadly due to some unknown reason i cant play dota, lagging like siao. Anyway life isn't all about games, its about blah blah...... haha.. Shaun would know whats the blah. hahaha..

Holiday now!~

2006-04-15T18:15:00.000+08:00

On holiday since last sat till may 3rd, still left with another 3wks or so.. My batch gt FORCED to clear leave/off. haiz... Supposely these period duty wise would be v slack as new birds are here, a total of around 80? These ppl are gonna be posted/t-loan out to other bases starting frm 1st may.. So being the well-known CO who only care about his ass & rank he agreed to it which in turns resulting in us MAN to suffer. By the time we go back duty will be so siong again and wat make things worse is tt my ord leave/off wont be able to clear so early... FDS - fuking dissapointing squadron!~

So for the past 1 wk what have i been doing? Basically doing wat im best at, slacking away! Went to the beach wanted to watch sunset but cant see any, no luck. wat i gotta is lots of mosquito bites. lol.. yest met up wif up some of my FDC section ppl... tt fuker was 2.5hrs late! si bei kua zhang right? but he treated us for a movie so 4gif him. lol.. After tt went to eat the mala huoguo near bugis de, 15 bucks. not too bad, kinda gd.. A pity my frenz dont realli take spicy stuff ba, so we only ate the xiao la soup base de. But still its quite fun, eat n eat n eat. hehe.. Next time im gonna try the 'da la' see if my mouth will become like 2 hotdog anot.. haha

My com is sick!~ so sad.. dont even noe wats wrg. P4 512ram cant even play dota wic is such a low req game.. Went to defragment it liao but still the same, now scanning it for virus. The climate changed again, from scroching back to rainy again.. cant even go sentosa nor swimming.. Tml gonna go for climbing lvl 1 course, hopefully will be fun n worth the $.. I want go on a holiday but i cant find anyone whose keen to go also.. sad case!

My legs is so itchy* zzz

Happy cHi New yR!~

2006-01-29T19:46:00.000+08:00

Happy new yr to everyone!!

I spent the whole of yest evening doing spring cleaning. As usual last min work for me. hehe. I found tt my cupboard n cabinet has lots of toys/trash/antiques/clothes. Once again feeeling sad..Saw the diary, letters, cards, presents & pics. Reminds me of how sweet, lovely and also how happy we were b4.. Of coz not forgetting the saddest n darkest period of my life. Its still well kept in my drawer. Theres also toys which my parents bought for me when im in pri sch, so cute!. haha.. All these are memories which will nv be 4gotten. I was shock to see that i gt a medal, 2nd in basketball competition for pri 5. I totally cant rem at all. haha..

As for the ippt i was forced to take as expected cant achieve silver.. My SBJ again.. Y my legs so weak man? Now got to go back for RT liao.. My 2.4km also decling, from last time 9min+++ till, 10.58 and now 11.20! Got to train up more often now, dont wanna waste time in going RT...

Went to the temple at si ma lu. then the horoscope outside the temple caught my eye. This yr isnt a v gd yr for rat, No 'cai yun', love life not gd, health isnt any gd either... BUT it writes will be betta then last yr. haha.. tt must be why i last yr so damn suai~!#$%^

Anyway its NEW YR so must be happy. Xin nian kuai le =D

10 more days to CNY!!!

2006-01-19T22:43:00.000+08:00

Jus realise only 10 days left to CNY. Hows NY preparation for everyone? I guess most ppl shd haf bought their stuff & clothes already. i on the other hand still haven't buy anything at all.. Mayb knowing i wont be going out to bai nian so i dont really care.. Somemore in the early mornging 2nd day of CNY would haf to book in liao.

On wed after dismount went bedok to eat. The food there was fabulous! I ate wantan mee, laska n turtle soup. *yummy.. shan rui = turtle or no? anyway was 1st time of my life eating it, taste yummy*. hehe..

My flu & cough gt betta leh, at least it dont irritates me so much now.. Just gt a msg from my frenz his down with flu! His infected by me, coz we share the food. Sorry pal! Then jia liang Att C. 1 less man = duty siong.

Lately i hasn't been exercising at all. Frenz keep saying i'm fatter, i denied by saying my weight still remains the same. The next line tt comes... dont u know tt muscles is heavier then fats? zzz.. Im indeed fatter, even got a tummy liao. Next wed IPPT. luckily they lowered the criteria liao, once u achieve a bronze u wont nid come back for RT. Hopefully my SBJ get at least a 216. Tts my only worry. After i recover im gonna start training again!

The CPF board has been flooding my mail box asking me to return the loan for my poly fee. I fuk care it since last yr july? haha... The 1st letter, 1st reminder letter, 2nd, ..., 5th,then a final reminder! The nez 1 will be a court letter i guess.. haha.. will try to fill up the form asap when i clear my doubts on some stuff.

My spectacle frame broke again! I guess its too fragile liao or was it the handwork sucks. I was just holding on to the frame n wiping the lens n it break. zzz.. i lost track of how many specs i change since i enlist sia..

*Looking forward to dismount!~

New template!

2006-01-15T23:11:00.000+08:00

Hello! im back blogging. Finally i took the effect to change to a new skin, though isn't nice n special but at least its betta then previous, right? i gt sick of seeing the previous template. Its 2006, new yr, new begining.. The yr where i can shout ORD! hehe.. But sadly Im 22 this yr liao, still no acomplishment at all. haiz. how man?

Yest went queensway wif tgx, lwc, n poh. Just window shopping for me, din see anything tt i desire.. CNY approaching soon but i haven't bought any new clothings/shoes.. For wc to buy shoes/shirt kinda hard to find sia.. His shoe size is @ 13, saw the design he like le but doesn't have his size, the same goes for his clothing.. poor thing, haiz.. After tt we took 197 to geylang for dinner.. once again eat tian ji porridge at lorong 3. fabulous* & also cheap. hehe.. buy 4 get 3 free... then we walk to lorong 17 for rochor beancurd.. I'm kind of familiar to geylang where to eat wat liao, thanks to ah song. haha.. Recently i have been eating n eating, tummy getting bigger n bigger. N the thing is IPPT is coming! I noe for this time round i sure cant get a silver due to my SBJ. I dont wan go back RT, some1 save me!~ lol

Has been quite a few mths since i fallen sick but once again im down with flu. Y this shiity virus just wont leave me alone. Around 6more wks FDC trainee will pop, duty will gets V slack!~ =D. I hope im right.. hehe. Booking in tml morning, pls let me go tango or mountain, i hate CP5!

Deprived of sleep

2005-10-27T20:01:00.000+08:00

Its time for booking in tml, just nice another 24hr more i would be in camp. y time outside is always so fast? Today suppose to be meeting shaun for rock climbing but i'm just too tired, kinda long since i went to learn how to climb. Hopefully next wk will have chance to go ba.

Yest was a busy day. After booking out went straight to nyp gym workout awhile after tt relax in the pool, went home take a really short nap like 1hr? went to eat dinner at billy bomber wif shaun, jasmine n dils, had a great time there laughing. haha.. But i was too tired or mayb i jus dunno wat to talk about ba so i spend most of my time there jus laughing. =D

Immediately after went to meet another group of my frenz to go zouk. We reach there too early man at about 9pm? theres a rock band competition there, seriously speaking i don't even understand a single line of lyrics.haha.. Can only blame it on my poor english. A suprise was we saw afew superstar people there. Went off at around 0300 for early breakfast n took cab home after..

Logically speaking upon reachin home shd be able to slp well coz too tired le but i still toss around for quite sometime b4 falling aslp.. then i woke up at 7+am. Then the day b4 i was doing duty from 12am to 0630am. WTH man, i jus couldn't slp well..

Keep having headache on n off. zZz

Long weekends =D

2005-10-22T18:36:00.000+08:00

Feels so gd to be out of camp. Yest on my way back i carried a poor injured kid back home. Due to a bicycle accident his feet was stuck in between the back wheel n the body frame of the bicycle.. His brother was around too but was too shock n scare to do anything.. A uncle came over with a spanner loosen the wheel n manage to pull his feet off. the poor fellow was still crying n shouting in pain. His feet has 2 v deep scratches n his whole toe was blue-black. Must have been a terrible experience for those 2 kids.. Hopefully its nothing serious ba..

Went for a dip in the pool earlier on,feels great! though i feels kinda bored swimming here n there. My speed was so pathetic also.. wat happen to me sia, used to be able to swim for few hrs in the pool.In the end i jus lie on the bench enjoy the setting sun.. haha

Gonna go catch a show skeleton key later on.

Shag & tired

2005-10-18T21:25:00.000+08:00

im back to blogging after so long of inactivity. was surfing around at i-phone & others blog. got to the page blogger.com key in my user/pass, invalid user. haha.. I sort of 4got it man, tried a few times finally got it right. =D

Time flies, 1 yr since i have been in the nation, guess wat? 1yr more to ORD!! Already got used to the life in FDS but its still very bored. haiz.. well after 1 yr of service i'm still private. LOL.. something to be proud of? not every1 can maintain as a private hor. haha.. seriously I don't care much about the rank at all but i do care about the $$, 20bucks lesser every mth.

For the past few mths i'm trying to keep a healthy lifestyle exercising, jogging, swimming, working out in the gym. went sentosa to play rugby also, realli was an experience. Sweating all out feels great! i'm learning how to blade n rock climbing also. Signed up for member at climb asia yest, bought a pair of rock climbing shoe today.. 109bucks for the shoe, i actually bought it. *puzzled over y i myself get it man. The 450$ i get tis mth isn't even sufficent. zZz... i'm poor, how? might be going to sentosa tis wkend again..

I'm feeling kinda shag n tired, its only 10pm now. gonna go download more animes put inside my phone to watch during camp.

*always look on the bright side of life..

Woo 1 yr...

2005-05-07T23:20:00.000+08:00

Just notice i have been blogging for 1 yr le thought its on n off.. And also been 1 yr since.... =\

Wat ish wrg?

2005-05-07T22:58:00.000+08:00

Life in FDS got me into slacker n slacker as days goes. The ippt during course wasn't counted tt means can't get the 100$. Took the ippt again after passing out like 2mth from the course & i got a pass only. haiz. Still aiming for gold in the pass n yet now only a pass. Almost all the 5 station deprove.. SBJ is the worse no matter how i jump keep getting 216,212 or 221 if is 225 then will have a silver le. Told myself need to at least get a silver in the next ippt but too lazy too train up. how man? i want my 100bucks from silver!

Those store messages in my hp is missing!! or maybe i accidently clear all msg? Kept for quite a long time liao n now its gone. haiz. maybe its meant to be... Tomorrow is mothers day. wat has my sis plan? Seems like i'm unfillal, din even bother to think. =\ why am i like tt? I don't think i treat my parents well, when i 'm at home hardly chat with em also but tt doesn't mean i'm not concern about em. I just dunno wat to say...

SOL FINALLY OVER!!

2005-05-03T19:13:00.000+08:00

As the title said my SOL finally only liao... = D Got charge for sleeping during guard duty. By right should be 14days in camp but after tt is my mounting day... ended up 18days inside camp. haiz. I finally noe the real reason why i got charge liao. not sgt joshua the 1 who caught me, not my sir, but my fuking ps ang. Reason being is cause i told sir he gave me tings to do resuting in me nv rest at all etc etc etc. He got dulan n tell my sir to charge me..

I was like wtf man? All along i felt tt my shift sgt all kinda gd except him la. After i noe the truth indeed his the DEVIL. His someone with split presonality, bua zai at all & can't take a ill stress. My 18 days inside pass hmm not too slow ba. Everyday around same routine on mounting days duty, food, tok cock, slp, run for p2 and on dismount day b4 5.30pm will be hiding somewhere reading books etc to escape from william n sai kang. After tt went off will be playing ping pong liao. haha. Lesson learnt from getting charge: NV eva get caught while chut stunt!

Thanks to stacy lending me the books why men lies n women cry, v interesting book. *thumbs up. Today i went to libary trying to find other books from the same arthor but i found out tt 11B can't be use to borrow book. =\. i need my library card back.. The last time i went library to read book was ages ago.

After coming out kinda sua ku like everything also dunno. Cinema fare increases, bus fare gonna increase also? poh bought new com and stacy is attach liao. Later gonna book in already. I be back on friday!

当你孤单你会想起谁

2005-03-13T22:48:00.000+08:00

你的心情总在飞
什么事都要去追
想抓住一点安慰
你总是喜欢在人群中徘徊
你最害怕孤单的滋味
你的心那么脆,一碰就会碎,经不起一点风吹
你的身边总是要许多人陪
你最害怕每天的天黑，但是天总会黑
人总要离别,谁也不能永远陪谁
而孤单的滋味,谁都要面对,不只是你我会感觉到疲惫

*当你孤单你会想起谁
你想不想找个人来陪
你的快乐伤悲
只有我能体会
让我再陪你走一回

Life in PLAB...

2004-12-19T14:57:00.000+08:00

Hmm i would say that its gonna be abit tough during the course man and for the last week its only honeymood period... Its gonna be tougher n tougher ba. Put it this way, tt means i can have higher chance of getting GOLD for ippt.

For the 1st week what we did mostly is all lecture, the lecture can be from early morning till early evening man & its so boring. Have to force myself to fight against the zZz monster... For a few moments i failed n fell aslp, luckily few secs later i woke up. If we get caught slping we can be prepared to get FUCK liao.

Every morning have to fall in at 5.45am. Bcoz 2 platoon sharing a small toilet ah.. Even brushing teeth, shitting, showering all need to Q like siao. tts y every1 waking up at around 4.45 to brush teeth etc liao. Then the standby area/bed requirement v high man. mininum aspect is dustfree, the admin n uniform all have a standard way of folding n placing it. Even the damn toothbrush need to be the same brand & size.

The time management is still v bad man no diff from BMT... most of the time is wasted due to waiting n waiting... No admin time for us at all. then btw the 1st parade & last parade when we are in the bunk we are not allow to touch the bed at all not to mention lying on it. Can only sit on the floor, cant lean against anything also.

On wed we have 4hrs to book out to go beach road & back home to buy/bring in all the required stuff... i asked my frenz to help me buy those necessary stuff bcoz its too far frm me. I rush back back home n 1 of the 1st ting i did was to on my com. haha. chatted on msn for awhile then went to pack my stuff prepare etc. after which rush back to PLAB & i was late. -_-. i'm late ah i got F*ck by my PS till kinda jia la, knock it down stay there for around 20-30mins then only he talk to me again. After tt ask my section mates to knock it down also for another 10mins + 48 push up(was late for 10min n 48 ppl in my platoonso was somesort like a payback). After tt ah almost couldn't feel my hand, numb liao. haha... Coz of tt incident almost the whole platoon ppl noe who am i liao. haha... save me the trouble for introduction right? but if i'm late tis time round ah i tink can be prepared to tio blanket party liao. haha... I'm kinda sorry to my platoon mates, din expect to get em into trouble also. but they won't be reading my blog so who cares? hahaha...

The next day was our IPPT man. i was like wtf. how come so suai 1, yest jus gt tekan... In the end managed to get a silver. hehe
My results for IPPT...
Pull up: 12(5 pts)
Standing board jump: 225(3 pts)
Shuttle run 9.8(5 pts)
2.4km: 10.32(4 pts)
Sit Up: 41(5pts)
didn't expect still can pull 12times but isn't v standard so nothin to be proud of.. then my shuttle run ah even though got 9.8sec still own my ps 20 push up. damn man, he say i slow down towards the end, he expect us to dash all the way. I'm hoping that I can get a gold.. But my SBJ realli is fuck up ah, aiming for 234(4pts).. haiz.. 2.4 timing need to be smaller den 9.45 also then only can get gold...

I was talkin about my BMTC platoon 'tekong best'. expect him to be the worse i would get to mit in my NS life liao but i was proven wrg lazy to elabarate on him also... but tis tell me tt so much tings in life is so unpreditable man. During sat by right we shd be bookin out at 11.30am. But drag drag drag till 1pm+ then we get to book out. Coz of a guy smoking in toilet & segents found cigarette butt inside.. He nv admit & all of us have to throw everything out frm our duffer bag, field bag, SBO, cupboard.. now all in a mess... We are only given 10 mins to throw everything back, pack our book out item & fall in. In the end that guy admited to smoking... N he is the guy slping at the side of my bed. We expect to be him in the 1st place le but no evidence against him. At least he got the courage to admit... wonders what punishment wil he gets.. haiz

Everynite after last parade in our camp after showering, brushing teeth etc i will lie on my bed thinking n thinking... Wanted to msg someone or maybe someone(s) but doesnt know wat to start in my msg. haiz. So maybe everyday being so busy n getting us to tired is gd. i won't have to think of anything!

Y am i always so troubled over so many stuff? I'm always at a lost not sure of what shd i do. Y i'm like so unlucky ever since ~!@#$%^&*. Nothing i can do much also except for 'Always look on the bright side of life~!' Many many other ppl more unfortunate den me right? so i shd be glad =)

My birthday soon man gonna be spending it in the camp... haiz. Again i shd feel happy maybe even if it falls on sat there might not be anyone celebrating it wif me.

Seems like i type alot of rubbish tis time round ah. its already 4.25pm.. Go do some other things 1st... later then blog again if i have time ba.

Few more hrs till bookin in...

2004-12-13T01:04:00.000+08:00

Hai.. gonna book in soon liao. 1am le n i still awake. lolz heard frm my frenz 1st week should be almost all is lecture.. should be quite slack but ah hopefully i don't fall aslp during lecture.

Nothing much to blog also. No mood for anything leh... Just now playing with friendster n i found a way to upload more then 6 pics in there. haha.. then got a Notification frm em. You may have up to 6 photos. Please Delete extra photos. friendster really alot bug sia... maybe next time when i free i go upload alot of pics inside n see what will they do. lolz

I'm missing her... how?

My NS Vocation...

2004-12-12T02:06:00.000+08:00

Posted to be Regimental Police at Paya Lebar Air Base... All along have been praying that i will get posted to police force. Indeed my prayers did came true wor have the word police inside but is REGIMENTAL POLICE... fuck up man.

At 1st see liao i thought hmm still quite ok la RP should be kinda slack 1. Stand there guard camp do nothing but slacking. After asking some of my frenz then only i realise theres a LOT diff for RP posted to army camp n air base... At army camp just guard the camp but at air base is guard those aircraft etc etc. Somemore don't even have day off on sat/sun. zZz. At air base RP is noe as Field defence squadron. sounds kinda cool ah? lolz. The only gd ting that i tink will be fun is that can shoot GPMG, M203, Law, Saw.

Went to did some research on my vocation..
FDS is like RP + rifleman, bao ka liao. In addition to RP training (learning about various SAF laws) you will also be trained in basic infantry skills like weapons handling (gpmg, saw, law, m203). You will also have outfield training, section/platoon live firing, fibua, chem defence...

Duty wise, it varies from base to base. Mostly its 24 or 48 hour duty followed by an off day, working in shifts. You can kiss goodbye to most public holidays. FDS got no weekend or PH, its either you're on duty or off duty.

AIRFORCE RP's Course: 2 weeks of lectures, then follow up by 12 weeks of chiong sua (knn, i see 1 whole week of exercise earthworm outfield I really sian liao). Stay in.

haiz.. After reading it seems like its really fuck up.. Wat to do, can only accept the fate. Seems like i'm realli down in my luck. Now i'm thinkin maybe going SISPEC is even betta den my vocation now at least the pay is higher sia... Who to blame? me, myself n i for chao geng went for FFI declare back gt problem.

But at least nv kana combat engineer, rifleman etc etc.. shd be glad liao la. =) Actually training wise doesn't matter to me la just tt i can't accept it when theres no off on public holiday/weekend sia.

Everything happens for a reason
Good or Bad
It is there to teach you a lesson..
Dun whine because it happened
Smile because you learnt..
Easy to say..
But, all wounds take time to heal..
Gimme one more day and i'll be me again..

Took it frm someones blog. meaningful huh?~

End of BMT~

2004-12-08T00:56:00.000+08:00

Finally pop lor... Doesn't noe shd i be happy or sad over it. As alot ppl say BMT is the funnest part of NS life liao, tts wat i tink too ba. Have alot of fun over there then get to know some new friends also. Now having 1 week of block leave...

10 weeks of BMT passes so fast... To me i think its kinda easy not tt siong after all. Imagine my tekang section in NCC is tougher then BMT. Throughout the 1st 7-8 weeks i nv chao geng at all went for most of the activities, life in there kinda happy. Together wif a few of my frenz talking cock, making fun of each other. Then every night we will have our supper section, ppl in my section will be sitting down together talking, eating instant noodles, biscult etc. But towards the end i have a change of attitude. Somehow some matters affect my mood, troubled over some stuff... i'm having mood swings n yet i can't sort out my thinking. hai.. I would be lying down on my bed closing my eyes thinking n thinking... Frm tt pt i start to chao geng liao. haha.. lazy to attend some activities so went report sick get status. some of my section mates then say i changed. lolz.. start to chao geng become so lazy etc liao. After that i went for the FFI(fit for instruction) to see whether u haf any injuries ah then fit to enter commanding sch anot. I went & tell the medical officer i gt backache & therefore not FIT!! Hopefully i won't get into sispect...

Like wat our platoon sgt say every batch there will surely be some cockster tt makes each n every batch so memorable... that would have to be ming wei liao. tt would be the guy i believe wont encounter any person the same as him le ba. talk about some of those things he have done.
1) wearing long fold for booking in
2) wear slipper with uniform n fall in
3) tuck in uniform inside the pants
4) during life range(M16) take rifle n point at assisant
theres still gt alot more stupid thing he have done & i dislike the way the talk. Extremely attitude problem & so proud of himself.

During the last week we are like no government like tt. fall in late, shout here shout there. haha... Shouting frm Alpha coy to Charlie coy saying they chao geng. hehe. Then during the last night they went to powder bath on ming wei n guess wat. he cry!! jus a little powder over his body n he like tt. haiz. in the end alot ppl pity him n say don't disturb him again later in the night.

We thought of carrying out some 'mission' to ming wei since its already the last night liao. Jerry gave a great idea sia on how to scare the hell out of him. it goes tis way... It will be done during late night la.. Beside every bed will be a cupboard la. Bcoz in tekong theres a few v famous ghost story saying about cupboard have noises, then moving about etc.

so 1 guy will secretly open n hide inside ming wei cupboard. The guy hiding will then knock on the cupboard door. KONG* KONG* KONG*.
B4 tt we will tell the rest of the guys in the section except ming wei wat is gonna happen n they will pretend to be in deep slp & nv hear any noise at all.
Imagine it happening will ming wei be v frighten over it? i then start to think, hm will b kinda scary but still it isn't v gd.
i started thinkin den i thought of something to ehance the plan. another guy will go on top of the cupboard opposite ming wei bed. he will cover himself with blanket n sitting down on the top. While the person hiding in cupboard is knocking on the door ah, the guy on top of cupboard will act like a ghost sitting on the cupboard legs kicking out moving n moving.
Now imagine if its ming wei how would he react? at 1st he would be awoke by the noise feeling scare. most likely he will open up his eyes, sit up on the bed. & guess what? the next ting he will notice is a ghost sitting on top of the cupboard moving his legs. hahaha... wouldn't it be v nice.

but ah in the end alot ppl oppose of my idea. bcoz the target person is ming wei ah n with his personality he will go mad. so in the end nv even try it out. haiz. i'm so bad, sadist...

troubled*

super duper long weekend~

2004-11-12T18:33:00.000+08:00

Hoho. Gt a super long weekend! bookin out on wed n bookin in on monday. But friday already coming to an end soon liao. so boring man, gt nothing to do tts y i'm here blogging.

Yest went chinatown wif lwc etc etc. His searching for NGAGE 1st edition but no luck. After tt went over to sim lim tower find for hp again. 80% of the shop all close de so i come to a conclusion 80% of those owners there are ah neh? haha...

Then we went to bugis n i spotted my sis wif her bf and 1 of their frenz. As expected her frenz say my sis n i same face. haha.. went to haf dinner wif my frenz n we went to watch The Forgotten, from the commercial it seems v nice right? but the actual show isn't tt nice leh.

As for today i stay at home slacking all day long. SO FREAKING BORING!! did some exercise hoping to grow more muscle? haha.. then also keep typing & typing to see my typing speed. WPM decrease le leh now only around 60 nia.. last time gt 75wpm de sia.

Next wk when book in gt to prepare bring fotos in liao. sergent says nid to stand by photo. fucking bo liao 1 lor.. Den i gt no fotos. how man? wait till tomorrow den i start to worry.haha.. at most tio tekang nia

around 3 more weeks then pass out liao. seems kinda fast... wonder where will i be posted to after BMT. sms indree but no reply frm her. zZz... she says my passport still wif her, so nid to get it back.. Then i wan to get the films of those pic we took in indonesia also...

till i tgt of wat to write again...

NS Life...

2004-11-07T13:52:00.000+08:00

Already back from my 7 days field camp. It was quite fun other then it was raining throughout & finding a place to shit. Theres a shitting area in every camp side maybe around 10m by 10m. We wil have a dig a hole shit n cover it up. Imagine the area is so small n so many ppl will have to shit in the same area. The area sure is smelly like fuck 1 & what if when u r digging a hole u dug up some1 else shit. Luckily me n my frenz went secretly to some other place n shit. hehe.

Quite a fun experience over there. Learning IFC n some other stuff but most of it learnt it in NCC liao. Then on the last 2nd nite my butt got bitten by dunno what fucking insect. imagine the left side of the butt have like 20+ similar to mosquito bite patches. Went to see the Medical officer after the field camp coz of tt, den he just gave me some pills n lotion.

On thursday few of us gt chosen to do guard duty. Taking turns to patrol around from 7pm - 6am. Nothing much about tt just have to walk around the whole sch compound a few times. But during 1 of my patrol wic was around 1+am saw a guy with FULL BATTLE ORDER on running about the stairs of i tink gyphron or kilo company barn. NV tink much about it tt time, only thing i'm thinking about is the guy so fucking fit wif FBO on still can run so fast up the stairs. Another of my frenz was beside me also mar den i faster ask him to c, i saw the guy ran from 2nd - 3rd - 4rd floor den missing liao. After which just continue on wif my walk...

Yest nite went to eat supper wif some of my frenz. We started to talk on ghost story in tekong & guess what? theres a lot of storys about the incident whereby a guy wearing FBO in the middle of the nite was running around at kilo company. So maybe what i saw wasn't really a human?

Tomorrow will be the last day of indree O level paper le. Hopefully she will do quite well ba. I hope.. So long nv get to c her, wat has she been doing? Is there any chance tt shes thinking of me? All these while shes still on mind, i just find it so hard to not think about her. why is tis so? does missing her means tt i still love her, or is it tt i just fail to 4get about the past...

Why am i fill with so many question??? If only shes still with me everything would have been different now.. =

hai.. booking in soon le.

2004-10-17T16:45:00.000+08:00

Gonna be blogging for abit b4 i go bath n prepare for booking in... Hopefully i won't be late. I book out on fri nite seems so fast its already sun late noon le sia. Still rem every1 in the platoon was in such a high spirit when marching out of the company line to the ferry terminal. lolz...

O ya, i became toilet IC. damn suai~. BTH. everyday haf to clean the toilet den confirm tio tekang by sergent 1 coz toilet will nv be clean n dry. As for life inside still quite ok but abit lonely at times. Maybe if the training get tougher i will like it more... But at least some of my frenz are in the same platoon as me den can tok cock together tio fuck together. hehe

The moment we book out reach sg took my hp sms a few ppl.. Sadly the person i miss nv even reply a single msg at all.. I guess shes still stress up wif her own problem ba. Today upon booking in must try n slp early... i only slept for like 4hr, but at least i didn't wasted my precious weekend.

Tomorrow will be having my M16 life range liao, will i be able to get marksman or will i just pass or even fail just like tt time during my NCC. zZz. And few days more will be my field camp, Shd be quite fun n tough.. The only thing i'm worried about is how do i shit! sia. When everyone will be shitting in the same hole. Imagine the hole ther for few days n shit in the hole for few days. Den housefiles flying around. disgusting sia.

Gt to go bath etc le. I will be back!!! 2 weeks later on friday...

Hoho less then 12 hrs left..

2004-09-30T04:23:00.000+08:00

currently 3.24 gonna go slp soon le ba. Now abit tired n blur blur liao. haha... just now went to tok cock n drink wif my frenz. Jerry still the same la joker. hahaha... hopefully same platoon as me den sure will have jokes de.

Today went over to mit indree. she cook spagetti for me! actually 1 of my wish b4 going in was to see her b4 going in for BMT and it came true leh. keke. Taste good*. hehe. but she say she wanna watch the xiao hua show den went back not long after le. hai... Wanna request a hug from her de but i didn't.

Seems like shes still v concern about her bf. everyday spending at least few hrs wif him. why wasn't it me? And i just realli can't make myself believe the explanation her bf gif... Trained b4 in commando camp n he tink he can do it? isn't it a bit too kua zhang? does commando have such training ever? and accident happen coz its too slippery? Why not say his just bullshitting trying to make ppl tink his the saint. Or trying to escape from the crime of suicide? Oh man, I'm just jealous n talking cock again, ignore wat i haf say.

Indree ah if u r reading this pls pls pls study hard for your O's!!! don't let urself n me down ok? I'm sure ur bf will encourage u to study also de leh. Only 1 mth left liao wor, study hard for tis 1 mth n after tt u can spent ur whole life wif him wor.

I will be in tekong tomorrow at tis time... I will be back in 3 weeks time! So frenz out there, wait for my return! Will be missing some of u... take care pals! Send me an sms if ur free. hehe

Till we meet again...

2 more days...

2004-09-28T01:16:00.000+08:00

time passes so fast after i quit my job at panasonic... Now is already 28th le. Down wif flu. fuk up 1, haven't even went in tekong already sick liao =/.

Today i took of my earing le and just cut my finger nails but dunno is it short enuff anot leh. The feeling wif short nail jus seems so wierd. Preparing to go BMT liao. haha... After i woke up from my slp shd be will force myself to pack up my stuff le ba. If can i will be bringing the bag i bring to poly de ba. Tink isn't alot to bring..

I'm down wif flu again. Tis disease just keep finding me. I hate it sia! Indree gonna return the meal she own me on wed. hehe. Though delay by so long le but at least she didn't 4get.. Hopefully she won't break her promise ba. At least i can see her b4 i go in wor, v gd le right? haha...

Gonna go lie on my bed soon liao. When i wake up tomorrow the flu betta be gone!

hoho.. 22th sept liao

2004-09-22T22:24:00.000+08:00

back to writing my blog. So boring since i quit my job sia, everyday doing nothing just do exercise then if got the mood den go jogging. Everyday will also spend some time sitting in front of the com playing on msn or go gunbound play awhile. My msn no ppl online de, pathetic. haha... But even if got alot ppl online also like tt no diff, nothing to chat about also. But stacy sometimes will be online at around 4 or 5pm. haha... Long long time since i last saw her online sia.

Then yest i get to see her. haha... Bcoz i own her $10, so yest went to pay her up. Ever seen someone return ppl $ still so happy de? lolz. she seems slimer again liao sia n of coz prettier. wj n jq tis friday POP liao & yet i next thursday then go in. zZz

Counting the days i'm left with only 7 days? aiyoyo... what shd i do b4 i go in wor. must go make a spare specs then in the mean time must keep do lots of exercise. Abit excited about going in liao. haha... Looks like indree 4gotten the promises she make, to cook spagetti for me by the end of august? its already mid of sept liao and also blah blah blah. Looks like shes busy busy busy with her own life wif him? Hope tt shes gets on well ba.

Today went beach road wif jia xi & johnny. Bought our army stuff liao, getting ready! hehe. Then we saw wong qing hai. Doesn't seems tt muscular to me leh and also isn't actually tt big size... Came back home le came online, msg stacy awhile den she gone liao. lolz. tink is faster went home n eat le ba.

After wic wanted go prepare n go for jog de. lie on bed n rest awhile n i fall aslp. zZz!!! in the end no jogging at all. seems tt im still so lazy..

No more work!

2004-09-18T16:13:00.000+08:00

Yest my last day of work. The time passes so fast while working. I'm late for consecutively 3 weeks yest i'm early. so proud of myself. haha... At least i make the effort to go earlier.

During morning assembly after the company song the boss thanks us for our help etc. Then said we going NS soon le must obey the rules and all eyes turn to me. den i said y all looking at me? haha... Though i'm always late but at least i everytime i did finish wat i got to do mar. gonna miss those days working there ba. Matsushita denki! haha

We went for lunch & den after lunch i, jimmy & jeremy went to caltex to buy some stuff. We walk over then close the road. we cross halfway liao then stand waitin for lesser car den cross. I continue to cross after which and ask them go leh & i heard jimmy calling OIE CHE LAR!!! My 1st reaction is turn behind n see him mar natural right? coz he call me mar. After which i hear BEEEEEEEEEEEEEPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!!!!! den i turn to the left n see. Saw 1 damn fuckin car drivin so fast approaching me. wat i did is try to run over the pathway there, which i manage to do la. If not i won't be here typing now le right?

After wic I look at the dist btw me n the car. its like less den 20 cm sia. What can i say? Mayb i'm consider lucky nothing happen ba. Must go www.guangyingma.com and pray. hahaha... Jimmy n Jeremy upon seeing that screen they thought ' fj wan liao'... haha...

After work me n some of my collegue went to marina square n drink. Jimmy gae siao act like drunk den went back earlier. He work in KTV for so long everytime drink de then yest he drnik so little den act drunk liao. haha.. Have a fun time chatting n playing game...

hmm 11 more days till NS? time passes so fast now le. I haven't go make my specs for NS de, then nv realli train up. Then after gaining abit of weight i lose weight again. damn it, hai...

Its wednesday...

2004-09-09T00:29:00.000+08:00

hai. i wrote finish my blog and den dunno due to wat reason it just went missing. zZz. anyway thursday now le gonna be weekend den can relac. hehe.

I bought my weiging scale le $10.30.. gt 1 selling at $4.90 only sia but tts so cartoon. lolz. took my weight immediately after i reach home 56kg... After which i went jogging n i took my weight again & it become 60kg.. unbelivable huh.. dunno wat happen also.

Anyway i gonna start chucking bread every nite liao.. Hopefully can increase my weight... Today within 1hr i ate 10 pieices of bread just fold fold fold n den squeeze into my mouth.. Madness. haha. My 2.4km timing today is 11.30min.. Still kinda sucks leh but is my best time after so many times wor. Hopefully in the least i can get 11min b4 i enter NS...

Yest had a dream sia... Tis time it isn't a scary dream. haha... I dreamt of her(someone). not indree in case u r thinking its her... Anyway its a happy dream. den today heard of some news which makes me abit of sad n dissapointed sia but i still nid add till i'm like normal. tts y i often say wat u dream ofis often opposite as reality.. Maybe tts call fate...

Gonna stop blogging at here le... Abit no mood to blog anything, gt to repeat wat i haf type. zZz..

Time for blogging!

2004-09-06T23:35:00.000+08:00

Today came back from wrok to check if my 512 activated le anot. Came online to see whose on so i can send some file to em n see the sending speed den i will noe, but all away or not on leh, in the end yanyu help me. I don't see any diff in downloading sia still around the same but upload speed gt increase by a slight bit...

After which went jogging. Today timing not as gd as 2 days ago sia - 11.30sec... hai. tink i realli nid to jog more often le. the timing realli kinda sux. Den jimmy pass the commando physical fitness test tt time sia. haha.. so pro!

Came back home on the com & to my surprise indree is online sia. Click on her nick but din send any msg n i close it le. lolz. Shes on for few hrs den till around 10+ den went offline. On few times wanna send her a msg but still i didn't... Why i didn't send her any msg when i have so much things to tell her? how is she getting on & hows her bf le? Even if i noe will it makes any diff to me? But maybe i did the right choice by not msging her ba...

kelly suddenly msg me in msn.. i thought for wat will msg me. yuan lai is ask me to vote for her in the hmm campbabes... hahaha... Only till when i try login till MIW.com.sg den i realise i 4gt my user n pw, i keep trying till i finally got it right. hehe. total only so few ppl participate nia sia maybe she will win something...

Yanyu v stress wif her work sia. haha... Tink gonna go mad soon le. j/k. lolz.. she ah everyday busy with sch work, project research. is poly realli tt hard? or was it because i studied in NYP tts y i feel no stress at all... But stress also gd la, at least gt something to keep urself busy right? Jia you~

Gonna be NS in few weeks time le!!! N i'm still so unfit & i haven't gain any weight. hai... Am i getting happier coz NS is finally nearing? On the day b4 NS will i realli be happy?

*fill with lots of unknown

Blogger kinda sucks.

2004-09-06T20:30:00.000+08:00

Just notice what i type yest din get publish at all, waste my time typing sia. Just back from jogging.. 2.4km timing slower den 2 days ago. Later den continue my blog ba...

Wasted my sunday away...

2004-09-06T00:48:00.000+08:00

Hai... today is sunday but i stayed at home all day long doing nothing at all. Most of the time using com go on msn but so few ppl is on on msn. Den out of those few most is nv chat de. Play awhile of gunbound also to pass time. Today din go jogging coz i'm lazy! Instead i do some push up...

I have been thinking about her again. My mind just can't seems to not think about her & i couldn't even say to her i miss her. Even if i say out it still won't make any difference. 1am le, gonna go on to bed liao. nite nite

so fast last day of weekends...

2004-09-05T02:21:00.000+08:00

Yest i back from jogging, at a see saw near my house there gt a railing. i gae kiang try to jump over it in the end leg blue black. hahaha... b4 i hit my leg i sense tt die... my leg sure kanna the bar de, in the end realli bang on to it.

Today i went swimming, but i 4gt to bring my goggles. damn it sia. In the end i just lie down there and rest, no sun at all also. Actually no googles stil can swim but the pool is pack wif ppl sia which makes me absoluetly no mood to swim at all.

After which came back home den i went jogging again... Now timing for 2.4km is 11.26 sec... still kinda sucks leh. hai. must jog more often liao, BMT nearing le. Then my pull up again can't pull liao leh. sian!!! too long nv train up leh.

Having bad luck...

2004-09-01T23:41:00.000+08:00

Gonna start blogging n after tt off to bed & slp. Hopefully i won't be so lor sor, but seems like gt alot things to say n complain about. keke

I think i'm really like damn suai for this few days & most likely will be suai for quite sometime ba. Can u believe tt i tink i actually saw a ghost? or maybe just i'm too tired. Other then that still gt quite a no. of strange encounter lor.

Starting from the 1st i think was when i fall aslp. Its around 3am+ i was like semi awake coz i felt some thing is touching my leg lor, but since im tired so i just ignore it but the feeling keep carry on leh. den i open my eyes n see theres nothing leh. But wat i can say is my bro is slping on the next bed maybe is he accidently kick on to me or something?

Another incident was i tink 2 days ago? i slping den i got 2 damn strange/errie dream lor. In each dream 1 of my frenz die respectively in a v strange way lor. After the 2nd dream i wake up right away maybe due to i'm scare. lolz. See my hp its around 6.15am still early den i went back to slp. Seems like for a couple of day i did wake up for nothing around 6.15am. I shd go buy 4D on 0615 on sat.

Den came the day where i went to work. Got on the bus sat down. I felt tt something 'touch' the side of my upper leg. At 1st i tgt was the person sittin beside me his bag maybe the strape or wat. den i look down to see isit anot so i can move the strape away coz abit irritating lor the feeling. But nothing touch me leh. Tt guy briefcase he is holding in his arms lor.

Later that day i'm working OT i went to Blk A use the toilet. As late le mar so noone was there lights all close except for the toilet de. I notice the gals toilet door was open la when i passby. In between the gals n guys toilet is a room,its kinda dark coz lights isnt on but stil can see abit coz theres light from the guys/gals toilet and the door isnt close completely also. I went into the guys toilet eat snake abit etc. On my way back i pass through the room den look in ,i saw a figure in there sia. can hardly see properly la but can see is long hair? and im wearing my specs ok! lolz.. den i jus faster walk away. lolz...

Nearly 4gt.. Yest nite i wan go brush teeth and i went to on the toilet lights gt a minor electric shock. mad mad de. lolz. or am i realli tt suai? But tt shock my me more awake during tt time. haha...

And indree ask for me some help again. I did try to help lor. I sms her mum wanna ask her some stuff maybe tt would solve the problem. But guess wat indree say i gu yi wan coz i wan em to quarrel. Then say i cock up a story wan to bluff her? At tt time i dunno shd i feel angry or shd i feel sad sia. I noe her for so long n sometimes when she nid help most likely i will try my best and yet she can say tt to me. hai... But in the end she say shes v stress n tired tts y say tt coz her bf in hospital and stuffs la.

Somehow i feel tt something is amiss lor. Could she be lying on something and y do i doubt her? hai. Anyway i tried my best to help her also le.

Tomorrow OT again! hehe. At least have somethings to keep me busy with... Yest did quite alot of wrong things at work sia. But i rem i did do right leh, so strange de. or maybe i'm just too tired ba. hai..

As i said tomorrow will be a better day!

29 days till BMT!

2004-08-31T00:04:00.000+08:00

Just notice my blog the countdown... 29days for enlistment. Is that gd or bad? maybe its good ba. Don't need to worry about what i'm gonna do, will have my time occupied, won't haf lots of time to let my mind go think of other things and alot alot more.

Back to blogging...

2004-08-31T00:02:00.000+08:00

Seems like months since i write my blog. Indree back from her indo trip safety and she bought my peanut as soveniur, betta den nothing wor den the peanut also taste kinda gd. keke.
Some incident happen to her ex bf or bf, i also duno is wic. Haiz. I 'hai' is coz of indree n not for wat happen to him. Isn;t he stupid to done that? He can ever die for all i care la but did he ever spare a thought for her mar? Wont she be suffering alot n v charm?

To me i jus tink tt its is own fault and indree realli haf nothing to feel guilty about lor. And is tt realli call love or its not... I'm in no position to comment anything also. Just hope tt she noes wat she wants and able pursue her own happiness. *think carefully though.
I'm moodless due to the incident also but i'm feeling betta over it now. Actually its none of my business i really shouldn;t get involved in it. i will try... O ya, i went to try smoking, wat i can say is tt feel kinda gd? But i wil nv ever get addicted to it!

Went for my company treat today at eh new park hotel the reastaurant. Food taste kinda gd. btw its alakar(is pronounce like tt la...) buffet. I add alot la keep eating n eating. haha... But den i'm not the 1 who ate the most, jimmy is the 1. he realli can eat alot sia, till his stomach like 4 mths pregnant. haha.... Anyway i'm feeling hungry again. lolz.

Came back home den quarrel wif my brother. wtf sia we quarrel over a ang gu keuh. coz i dont wanna eat it den the quarrel start. Its realli MAD! Maybe i'm the one in the wrg ba. I'm just in a bad bad mood!

Got quite a few movie i feel like watching but damn it, i detest to watch it alone so in the end i nv watch any!

Tomorrow will be a betta day!

Back to blogging...

2004-08-30T23:16:00.000+08:00

Seems like months since i write my blog. Indree back from her indo trip safety and she bought my peanut as soveniur, betta den nothing wor den the peanut also taste kinda gd. keke.

Some incident happen to her ex bf or bf, i also duno is wic. Haiz. I 'hai' is coz of indree n not for wat happen to him. Isn;t he stupid to done that? He can ever die for all i care la but did he ever spare a thought for her mar? Wont she be suffering alot n v charm? He betta get well soon.

To me i jus tink tt its is own fault and indree realli haf nothing to feel guilty about lor. And is tt realli call love or its not... I'm in no position to comment anything also. Just hope tt she noes wat she wants and able pursue her own happiness. *think carefully though.

I'm moodless due to the incident also but i'm feeling betta over it now. Actually its none of my business i really shouldn;t get involved in it. i will try... O ya, i went to try smoking, wat i can say is tt feel kinda gd? But i wil nv ever get addicted to it!

Went for my company treat today at eh new park hotel the reastaurant. Food taste kinda gd. btw its alakar(is pronounce like tt la...) buffet. I add alot la keep eating n eating. haha... But den i'm not the 1 who ate the most, jimmy is the 1. he realli can eat alot sia, till his stomach like 4 mths pregnant. haha.... Anyway i'm feeling hungry again. lolz.

Came back home den quarrel wif my brother. wtf sia we quarrel over a ang gu keuh. coz i dont wanna eat it den the quarrel start. Its realli MAD! Maybe i'm the one in the wrg ba. I'm just in a bad bad mood!

Got quite a few movie i feel like watching but damn it, i detest to watch it alone!

Tomorrow will be a betta day!

Shes gone for a week...

2004-08-03T23:50:00.000+08:00

AH fuck! i dunno wat to blog. So i'm not gonna blog at all till i got the mood. I just hope she will be having lots of fun. And also sorry to yanyu. hai.. don't mean it at all.

Wat a bad dayZ

2004-07-31T03:27:00.000+08:00

3.30am now. Feeling v down n lonely. hai... Today just isn't my day. Wasn't feeling happy for the whole day. Working OT till kinda late n i don't wish to go home so early so rang some of my frenz to go for supper. So after work went straight to yishun waited for quite long. On the way to yishun i rang up some ppl chat, sms etc coz i jus feel so lonely/unhappy but all seems to be just so busy no time to entertain me at all. hai... After they arrive we head to eat @ chong pang lasi lemak.

Walk back home frm there after eating. At 1st abit lost way. I'm so blur. haha... but just carry on then finally notice i somewhere reach le. hehe. Hai. Den after i got back use msn awhile i heard another shocking news! i mean wth am i being cheated or something? Mood got even worse... But i still strong believe she won;t lie to me.. or at least not for tis matter.

Tis few days everyday doing OT. Kinda tired ba but at least i'm kept busy n i got $ to earn. Tink tts all for my unhappy thingy, don't wanna to continue it liao. My blog was suppose to be happy de wor, but it turn out to be getting from bad to worse?

My wish just somehow seems impossible to reach but y i just cant seems to fufill it or even near to it...

WhAt aM i THiNkIn Wor??

2004-07-20T23:29:00.000+08:00

Hao fan wor.. Wo zai fan she men nen? Wo ye bu zhi dao wo. Gu dang de wo hao xiang ta!,Yi ruan wu fai ba ta wang ji. Ta zhi dao wo zai xiang zhe ta ma? Mei hao de guo qu jiao wo zhe yang cai nen wang ji nen..
The end~ doesnt which to say anything.

2004-07-13T21:12:00.000+08:00

HFJ feeling down again. so many things happy wor. hai.. but i done some sort of 'good deed' lolz. wonder how the outcome will be. Missing her alot once again. =\ Tomorrow will be a bettter day! =D
Too lazy to blog ani thing out now. ByeZ~ off com liao

Hao sian de y| tian

2004-07-11T19:17:00.000+08:00

Long long time since i blog le. Decided to put this blog up once again and blog everything about me into here hopefully all are happy events when i feel like it. Whoever happen to saw my blog or feel like reading can just read lor but p|z if u wanna read don't complain about any sh!t which i wrote.

Last wk everyday nid to work OT, everyone having bad mood in the office den Jane keep saying me no matter i'm at fault or i'm right. Feeling abit of fucked up lor but its over so nvm. Then tis wk skip work 2 times, frankly speaking got tired of working le. Everyday make me so tired.

Went for han xin birthday chalet on sunday, quite fun lar not too bad. Played manjong for the whole nite ther. Then keep suaning LWC about the red hair "guy" wearing spagetti stripe with red hair. haha...

Bet with han xin saying sun plaza got no mos burger but turn out got sia. what is tt mos burger doing beside KFC sia its like so wulu lor only when standing outside then can see it. Den now own her 1 yr of mos burger. crappy! own mei hui 1 carpet n adrian 100 bucks also. Called up adrain tt day when i got $ to return him. His studying advance dip in biz management @ mdis. i believe 1 day he sure gonna make it big. Still haven't return him the $ yet leh seems like he got no time for me.

On wed midnight i walk from AMK to yishun sia. Then the next day i absent from work. Actually i done all preparation and ready for work le but i jus don't feel like going work.

Over the weeks i tink i'm a bit better le ba. Coz got not much time to think of her also... But still she will always be in my heart whom i won't 4get about ba... Hopefully 1 day when i think of her i won't get sad... Everynow and then i will still miss her & think of her... Has she change or have i change? Been a long since i sms her le, tink i shall carry it on this way ba... Wonders how is she nowadays hopefully shes happy. Xi Wang Ni yong Yuan Kuai Le He Xing Fu!

Dunno what else to blog le leh. Tink i stop here ba. Tomorrow working again. =\ Work n work in the end spent almost all my $ on food nia. Den still nvm i still din get any fatter at all. Fuck up man!

2004-06-23T23:57:00.000+08:00

Another person saying i attitude... hai =\

2004-06-23T20:14:00.000+08:00

Hai... I have been distracted for the whole day today including in the office. Commited many stupid & careless mistake. Jane sure dissapointed in me sia. I got to say i got bored of all those things n no mood for it. Den damn blur today. Was doing some calculation example $12.30 + $20.10 my ans was $32.30 sia. den Jane question me i still say gt wrg meh. lolz...

Anyway today also keep eating snake. keep going toilet stay in there for quite some time den go back office. My mind is all on indree. The person who i care & concern the most not to mention love the most. At 1st was feeling kinda happy coz heard her voice, sms wif her then her sim card can use le. Later on confirm tt her bf also tagging alone wif her i sian diao. >,<. Why must her bf be present? My mind just keep on think & think & think of her and couldn't concentrate at all. Jimmy noe sia den he saying me...

After work went amk wif jimmy bet on euro 2004. I keep on rushing him coz gonna mit indree later on. Then he damn slow sia still go fish shop 1st den analysis the bet. I belt 50 bucks on holland. Most likely shd be sure win de. Just bet for the fun of betting... Even if lose hmm i dont care ba at most eat lesser things lor. Only ting i care on is her... But...

After that keep rushing jimmy kuai dian leh. =).Met up wif indree and pass her the sim card. My attitude damn bad sia. why? i'm not to sure also... Sorry leh... Maybe i'm trying to act as if i don't care about her at all, she won't affect me at all? I'm sad, unhappy, depress, jealous and all sorts of feeling within me. Aniwae i nv saw her bf... he's sitting behind ther n i pak jiao 1 so nv saw at all... Shd i be sad or happy?

Wanted to send indree a sms b4 giving her back the sim card so i will be the 1st person to send her sms? Thats what i thought, but in the end i nv send... Not bcoz i'm lazy to think of wat to send but coz ....

While walking home i wonder is it the weather is so freaking hot or am i just emitting smoke? My whole body is all sweaty all over making the shirt wet too. Reach home got change and went downstairs for jogging. After jogging at least feel alittle betta ba. =)... What i like to do in the past was to punch the damn wall and something like tt, trying to be not so 'bao li' now.

*I hate CBK! Why must there be CBK in this world?

2004-06-22T22:03:00.000+08:00

Yest went slp at such a early time sia hmm 9+pm? but god noes wtf happen lie for few hrs on the bed b4 i felt aslp. Then keep on waking up in the middle of the night sia dunno 4 wat also. hai.. But yest i did some stupid things tt make me feel betta. lolz... While lying on the bed took my hp type, type ,type & type out what tt has been kept in my heart for v long n send. hehe. Send to someone who will nv received my sms coz the no. isn't in use at the moment. At least i type it out i feel betta.

CMPB called me while i'm at work... Asking me whether i want to get enlist earlier anot, in july 20+... i doesn't know which decision to choose so i say i call back em tomorrow. Decided to stick to my old date ba, bcoz she say its betta.

Everyday in work keep wanting for the time to reach 5.45pm but i reach home le n i got nothing to do! Everyday is the same. damn it! Lazy to start my another blog up. Maybe tomorrow.

I wanna watch a damn fucking show also no 1 free to watch wif me, all got excuse or things on sia. O ya i found out something about me today. I'm stupid, i'm tootz. If i don't think too much in the past it won't be the same now. And then i thought of **y*n* **d*** * ********e, have been thinking it for quite some time le sia, but somehow i think i'm sort of ****i* if i realli get it. I just wait n c how 1st.

*Everyday we live is nt a waste of time, it's day by day we gain which is yesterday.

2004-06-21T20:33:00.000+08:00

Today working damn boring. For the sake of $$$ i sure will carry on work work work de. hehe. Actually the work is quite easy wor but again i just have no mood for it leh. Day by day passes but laughter is still missing in me. ~_~

Today lunch i ate 'dun dang'. haha. The auntie came over ask wat to drink wat tang etc.
Then i ask all in chi....
HFJ: Auntie which soup nicer?
Auntie: Of coz all is nice, coz is i sell 1.
HFJ: haha... then which soup more 'pu' more nutrition?
Auntie: 'Ren shen Ji' (Ginseng chicken soup).
HFJ: Ren shen ji 'pu' wat?
Auntie:everywhere also pu...
hmm like don't sounds funny at all leh. But when ordering i n jimmy keep laffing. haha... He & i tinking on same thing. lolz. Then i order +2 bowl of rice. I realli must gain weight!!! Nid to stuff myself with rice...

Feel like watching the show tu ruan fai cai... Heard from alot ppl its v nice... tink 70% all hokkien and v funny. But no ppl wan go n watch wif me. hai... why why why.

Down down down, HFJ DOWN!!! I'm v sian n so feeling v tired le... Doesn't wish to blog for today le. Most likely gonna go slp soon. Wa, for few mths or maybe few yrs maybe today is gonna be the 1st time i slept so early.

Biao mian sha kan dao de
zhen de shi shi si ma
hai shi ling you xuan ji
Wu lun shi zhen huo jia
wo ....................

2004-06-20T21:47:00.000+08:00

Made a mistake. Todays not my dad birthday its father day. haha.... heard from LWC den i noe... Went swimming kinda sunny but how come i nv get any darker at all sia. then today swam 2 laps only. My bottom left part of the stomach damn pain. dunno whats wrg... And my eyes hor sometimes see things will blur blur de. ~_~

yahor n at the swimming pool today saw 1 blind couple... They took their kid to go swimming and they emselve also swim abit wor. hmm i pei fu em... great courage & got those type of positive spirit.... I must duo duo learn from em.

Recently I;m spending alot of $ on foods n junk sia.. keep on eating n eating but still nv get any fatter at all, i tink even thinner n thinner... coz hor i tink everyday mostly go toilet shit 4 around 2 times. During wkdays hor morning wake up go shit den go work surely will have somedays where i go n eat snake. haha... tt will be in the toilet le... jia zhua base... Got some other ppl dunno who even more pro can sit inside the cubicle for more den a hr de sia den got snoring noise coming out. haha... Coz only 2 cubicle mar sometmies can't even use it coz i believe theres alot ppl taking turn to eat snake. lolz

YEH~ i'm feeling tired tt means i can slp early today... And tis means i won't think too much for today. Maybe i'm gonna start another 'private' blog to write some of my private things which i dont think its good to write it here ba.

2004-06-20T13:44:00.000+08:00

Yest nite surfing net for few hrs till around 4+am den i went to bed n have my slp. Recently i realli got bored of using com, but i still use it quite often coz i dunno wat else can i do.

Then my eyesight like getting worse le also, even eyes also going smaller? haha... Last time use to be gums bleeding for nothing and it went fine, then now my teeth is giving me problem also bleeding. Wtf is wrg sia?

Later gonna go swimming again le. Yest only swam for 2 to 3 laps nia. can predict later gonna me the same again coz sure alot kids learning swimming over ther. I like to be in the water, it just makes me calm down.. Or maybe its just my xing li zhuo suai.

Yest indree came online chat wif her for quite abit, then ask her about some stuffs. Actually got quite e alot more things to chat about but she went off le and also i'm tongue-tight or maybe shd be "finger-tight". haha... When shes on i doesn't know wat to say. ~_~ Theres some ques kept in me for quite long time le but still i don't dare to ask, i'm scare, really scare... I'm afraid of getting hurt by her reply and the ans won't be wat i wish to hear at all...

Todays my dad birthday... I guess the best thing i can do is not to quarrel wif him at all. Hopefully i can...

*Why is there so many WHY WHY WHY tt i don't understand at all. If living is meant to be a torture, why do ppl still live for?

2004-06-20T00:40:00.000+08:00

So fast sunday le.. Sat pass so fast. Today morning wake up check mail again but stil no mail. Went to swim in the noon today. Today morning n early noon quite sunny 1 lor but i wanted wait 4 lunch 1st b4 going. I suntan for less then 15mins den the damn sun just gone. GONE! cover by the cloud le sia.

LWC came find me later on he 107kg sia. haha.... tok about some crap together. Then went to eat hokkien mee. I ate 4 bucks de coz stil nid go home eat dinner den he ate 5 bucks sia. Reach home den got mail sia! haha... Faster click on it but it isn't wat i'm looking forward for wor. hai...

Today my mood still not so gd leh. I'm still troubled over some stuff which i dunno what shd i do, or shd i say which is the best way. I get the same feeling as wat i'm feeling tt time again le. What excatly am i living for? Simply meaningless. hai... Nvm... i belive things will get better... Hopefully~

Been days since I seen you
Hrs since I talked to you
Mins since I last heard from you
but yet its only a matter of seconds
since I have thought of you
°»(¯`·I miss u·´¯)-->

2004-06-19T01:04:00.000+08:00

CAPRICORN: December 21 January 19

Few will believe that a hardcore practical and materialistic person like
you is capable of sensitivity and genuine emotions. You project a hard
exterior but are actually very sensitive, a trait you successfully hide
from others. U can be seething with anger but will not betray your
feelings. But then, there are times that even you cannot control yr temp
times that even you cannot control yr temper.
Under such circumstances you can shout and scream, more with frustration at
the situation than with anger at any particular person. Your outbursts can
shock others and can make them feel guilty too.

Hmm seems true? But Dec 21th is capricorn or sagittarus sia. ~_~

2004-06-19T00:47:00.000+08:00

Gonna have my slp soon le. kinda tired liao. Yest fall aslp at around 2+ then today 5+ indree called me saying she lost her hp n nid suspend her line. She ah careless wor. Dunno how is she gonna survive without a hp for few days.

Today my job kinda easy wor. haha.. coz the person asking me do things de is off den i slack all the way. lolz. Maybe is coz today i v slack den i not tired at all wor. Then when about time to go home le i keep rushing jimmy ask him kin leh. Just feel like coming home fast n check my mail, reached home n check no reply at all.

Today wanna go bet on Euro 2004 but tt fucker jimmy don't 1 pei me go. He still keep on telling me sure win de but when i ask him go wif me he say dont 1. ~_~

*I'm thinking of something but i'm not sure shd i or shdn't i? Hai

2004-06-17T23:25:00.000+08:00

°»-(¯`·Right Here Waiting For You·´¯)»-°

  Oceans apart, day after day
  And i slowly going insane
  I hear your voice on the line
  But it doesn't stop the pain

  If I see you next to never
  How can we say forever

  Wherever you go
  whatever you do
  I will be right here waiting for you
  Whatever it takes
  Or how my heart breaks
  I will be right here waiting for you

  I took for granted, all the times
  That I thought would last somehow
  I hear the laughter, I taste the tears
  But I can't get near you now
  Oh, can't you see it, baby
  You've got me going crazy

  Wherever you go
  Whatever you do
  I will be right here waiting for you
  whatever it takes, or how my heart breaks
  I will be right here waiting for you

  I wonder how we can survive this romance
  But in the end if I'm with you
  I'll take the chance

  Oh, are't you see it, baby
  You've got me going crazy

  Wherever you go
  Whatever you do
  I will be right here waiting for you

  Whatever it takes
  Or how my heart breaks
  I will be right here waiting for you
  Waiting for you

Finally got this thing done le... Giving me so much touble earlier on sia make my whole blog alignment out like shit. Blogger not tt gd also, tink got some bugs in it. But at least finally got it done le. But i'm not sure is it my com see quite nice other ppl com the alignment mayb out again..

Added a midi right here waiting for u as bg sound... Today when working then heard tis sound... Then thought about how i get to noe indree, then her 1st 'gift' for me when chatting online was tis song le... TT time was not long after i bought my hp then was 1 of the 1st ringtone i have... nice nice* hehe... And those lyrics are those i wanna express out from my heart?

Just got the midi done. shd be allright liao.. dunno y earlier on abit problem too. Aniwae got to go prepare n slp le tomorrow working ~_~.

At least i done someting 4 the nite n not sitting down here doing nothing =)

2004-06-17T20:41:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow friday lor. then sat n sun. lolz.. finally can rest le! den tomorrow the 1 ask me do things de off. lolz.. assign some things let me do le den ask me do as slow as possible. haha... den i can relac. But tomorrow got stock take sia, dunno is do wat de.

Jimmy make me damn dulan today. I just find him damn kp today then keep on call me n diam diam or show me tt lj face. Then i pt him international sign. hehe. On sat most likely i will be swimming/tanning for the whole day. Pls, have sun! =p I back to white skin le banana man.

Yest miss her so much, till i got no mood for anything and i went off to slp. Long time nv slept so early le also. Then today at work won;t tired at all but can't concentrate leh n quite fed up too. Using the calculator do so much calculation sia, then i keep count wrg. hai... so many nos. to add up then i keep 4gt add till where le. The cal sucks de can't see wat i haf already keyed in.

I noe wat to keep me busy for later on le =)

2004-06-16T21:39:00.000+08:00

Wed coming to an end lor... Each days passes so fast sia. Coming to sat and i can take a rest. hehe. tis sat or sun reali must go swim le. Gone back to white again liao. >,<

I everyday at work still making some mistake leh.... Too careless n tired le. If keep on like tt dunno will how sia. Can't wait for the end of mth den my pay will come...

Ah, i'm missing her badly... Tell me wat can i do please....

2004-06-14T21:26:00.000+08:00

2004-06-14T21:20:00.000+08:00

My mood just got bad again... Just hate my parents asking me things. hai... Then say wat i nv put in effort in studying etc. hmm true ba. lolz. Then ask me whether i wan studies in Uni anot. Doesn't know what i myself wan to and even if i wan means i will get in meh.

If i realli feel like going last time i would haf chose JC lor. During tt time some stuff cock up and due to my eng tts y i chose poly. Maybe another wrg decision also? haha...

Then heard from jimmy tink jia xi opp to go in NS earlier sia... wonder if he succeed anot... If realli can i tink i'm gonna go in early too. Just too boring staying out here for it to reach till 30th sept. Jimmy 2morrow gonna skip work sia meaning i alone. hai...

我的心情有谁能了解

2004-06-12T21:11:00.000+08:00

Another day passed... I wasted 1 day of my life doing nothing again. >,<. Went to causeway pt john little wanted to get pants n shirts for my work de. In the end only bought a pants. I gt no taste at all leh so doesn't noe which shirt suits me tts y in the end nv buy any. I just felt tt those like too uncle le. Then i look at all those pants i chose the cheapeast 1. lolz only 19bucks nia. Anyway i also don't see much diff in those pants leh.

Today the weather kinda hot again, made me feel so warm. hai... How come whenever i din plan to go swim the weather wil be so hot de sia. If tomorrow weather gonna be like tis again most likely i will go swimming. hehe.

I went to pay my hp bills for last mth de. finally i cleared all of it le! haha. later can go strike off 1 of the item in my wish list. hehe. I still deciding for next mth whether i shd sign a new plan or jus buy a hi card n use. which will be a betta idea leh? n if i sign a new plan wic hp shd i get...

Then helbreath the private server i'm playing in got shut down le. btw i'm lvl 135 in it. hmm i don't feel sad for it at all since i'm also already bored of gaming jus tt now no 1 chat wif me n no game to play, so i got nothing to do at all. indeed i'm a boring person wif no life.

Chatted wif blue on msn. He also another chi qing or 'mad' fellow. Love a gal for 10yrs sia. Seems abit hard to believe. He say 'she doesn't need to me with me mar, as long as shes happy i'm happy too'. Tis wat i THOUGHT too but doesn't really seems to be right leh. Tonite i guess i will be slping early as in hmm b4 1am? I realli got nothing for me to do at all.