Saturday, June 13, 2009
no title is a title
fj is feeling very lost
fuk it.im staring at this screen for quite awhile
still duno wat to type at all.
bless me
Posted by Fj at 8:40 PM
Sunday, February 08, 2009
new yr new resolution!~
change back to the old template off my blog. will update again b4 i go thailand!
Posted by Fj at 11:56 PM
Sunday, June 01, 2008
Its Saturday
They were asking shd we go clubbing, pubbing or mahjong. As usual i told them decide already let me know. After like hrs of it, i still dont get an sms saying where to go. Went to ask her whats the decision.
Calis: All of u say anything how i know where to go. Kim says if going mahjong let me know, if not nvm.
Me: We go drink la.
Why would i choose mahjong if i only slept for less then 3hrs the day before n my brain isnt functioning well.
Not clubbing because i cant dance
& i chose to the pub cause i feel like drinkingtill i drop dead!
Fashionbar
I know nuts about drinks so the choice will be the one with the nicest name. 'Around the world'. My facial expression with every mouthful of it must be like having serious constipation and the shit just refuse to get off. haha.. It taste tt BAD at least to me. Went around trying the drinks of calis, poh, lwc, tgx. All taste better then mine! I ask em to take a slip n try, all sorts of funny comment came out. taste like vomit/urine. haha
So i suggested lets play a game, the loser shall drink all of my drinks. Thx god i didnt lose. haha
after drinking around the world.
Went on to try graveyard, long island tea, sex on the runway, whiskey dry, open a bottle of vodka belvedere. Cant rem the name of wat other drinks we tried. guess what? around the world stil taste the worse. -.-
played 5 10 and i was so sian that my luck was so good tt i hardly lose and i so feel like drinking. So i shouted ALL, n i show none. muahaha =)
7 up, green tea
Indian ceremony lighting?!?!
totally gone fk face
The Ice box
208bucks
after tt went over to chinatown for porridge
notice the spills on the table? haha..
Posted by Fj at 3:05 PM
Saturday, May 31, 2008
Congratulations han xin~
MY greeting came alittle late for her big day.
Saw han xin online yest, or was it 2days ago? I have gt problem remembering date. Told her im so sorry couldnt attend her wedding dinner.
hanxin: so late then u say
me: sorry on tt day i was stuck at sim lim
me: couldnt go down at all
me: but i gt ask lwc help me pass 'bai kim'
hanxin: u tink wat, its wedding leh not funeral wat bai kim
me: oops* hahaha. okok ang bao
Gt no idea why did i call it bai kim in the 1st place, because i didnt know whats a better word it? lol
Happy marriage though! =)
saw someones nick "Perhaps our eyes need to be washed by our tears once in a while, so that we can see Life with a clearer view again"
so being me guess what will i do?
fj: so do u see a clearer view now?
someone: huh?
someone: ic
fj: quarrel with ** ?
someone: no
then she went offline.
Posted by Fj at 4:34 PM
Thursday, May 29, 2008
dreadful day
Today isnt a good day. So it will be plain grumbling and bitching.
why would there be ppl waiting for 45mins for a shop to be open and be the 1st cx to be serve. Wouldnt it be better if he spend the time else where, go have a drink or something and come back later. The queuing time at most he gotta wait would only be like 15min?
Just today alone theres 2 cx telling me he knows our big boss. Dont u ppl realise it wont make any diff, u wont get any special privileges if u know him. If there is insufficient document, mentioning his name doesnt help. It just makes ppl even more unwilling to help. If help is needed, shdnt it be requested in a kind and good-natured manner?
Theres this cx whose so indecisive, just by doing opening 1 a/c takes me 1hr+ and i gotta pretend to be im so helpful and doesnt mind at all. The same fellow wanted deposit $ too, at 1st he wanted to deposit $x amount, so i fill up his name n a/c no. for him get him to fill up the amount(we are not suppose to fill up the $). He did tt, took the slip back n just when i wan to process it he ask me to wait, now he wan deposit $y. ok fine, i tore away the piece of paper, fill name name n a/c no. again get him to fill up the slip once again.. AND THE WHOLE PROCESS REPEAT LIKE 5-6TIMES!!! cant he just make up his mind. After which he says sorry to trouble me. n guess wat i reply? no worries, my pleasure. -.-
At the v last 5 min before closure theres still cx coming in to do transaction. Simple transaction still nvm, but zzz. Busy day does makes the time pass rapidly though.
People from commercial banking are moving in soon, which means more work!!!! my fellow colleague trying to get transfer back to her previous branch... I gotta learn everything of CDM too. haiz.. my brain isnt functioning. i can foresee tt im gonna die.
im indeed foolish, yest nite my hp went out of batt, took to office to charge my hp while phone is still off... im like so gian to on my phone to see my sms n yet im worried i dont no how to reply the sms and at the same time im worried what if there is not a single sms?
Went to sch after work & went off during break time. gt no idea why in the 1st place i actually went. i wasnt listening at all, just playing around with my hp. On the way to work realise tt 2T was depleting. while coming back home my bike valve jam again!!! what make it worse was it starts to rain, heavier n heavier... i couldnt even see well, specs was wet, pull down visor the image gt even blurer, cant even see like 5m ahead? so theres this part the car infront of me stopped, i applied force to brake but the bike doesnt really seems to slow down tt much, so the last resort i used my shoes together with the front brake. thx god i wasnt wearing my slipper and it works, dont wanna pay for accident. haha.
My dad was asking me some random question, told him in a mild tone i duno, n he cont to ask. @#$%^$^%&* If u feel tt the show is stupid or no ppl will want to watch, why do u still watch it n ask me about it. More then 1/2 of the show i wasnt even watching.
Its friday & wkend coming but for this particular wk im not anticipating the wkend though.
im stupid, someone show me the light!
Posted by Fj at 10:53 PM
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
Melancholy
im totally lost
teach me what to do
i the source of ur misery
i din know i cause u so much of dilemma
im sorry
Posted by Fj at 10:31 PM
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
Back blogging
i sort of wasted the whole day doing nothing but still its better then going to work. The rainy weather causes ppl to be lazy. =) Finally gt a new desktop, the old 1 died off. My living room is still in a mess right now. Boxes of motherboard, cpu, gfx card, speaker, monitor etc all still lying around. If its stil not enough, my old monitor, cpu, speaker, keyboard, etc etc all also lying around on floor. what to do with it?
Went for my 7.45pm dental appt yest after work. I knock off at 5.45 and i was complaining why work ended so early. cause normally it will be at 6+ or 6.30pm. Therefore i loiter in my bank n went to shit 1st b4 going.
Notice display in the toilet. (& yet every day i shit in the toilet at least once. haha..)
ok... I assume i will be super early for my appt, end up i reached at 7.45pm. -.- I miss the exit to punggol field, went all the way to tamp then turn back to punggol. stupid right? Thats not the end. I reach the place already park nicely walk out then i realize im at the wrong blk, this happen not once but twice!
Then when its my turn, the whole clinic blackout~ but at least when tt happen, theres 2 pretty dental assistant inside with me. haha. Change the bands to blue. Ask about my outstanding balance b4 i left, still left $2k!!! -.- And the dentist says i need go back for polishing etc, n its not included in the package, gotta pay again!!
Life isnt tt bad nor tt gd. I gotta stop the negative thinking and add more colors into it! Sometimes i myself really think too much. thats y i gt so much of white hair now? i shall be more optimistic! Putting in effort doesnt mean guaranteed success but at least it boost the chance of success. There are still matters which i dont get it though.
Posted by Fj at 9:11 PM
Running thoughts... Peaceful beats...
